11.11.11

Happy 11.11.11 lovelies!

This day happens once every 100 years, so aren't you glad you lived to witness it? I am!

Not only that, it's Pepero day too. ♡◕‿◕♡ A day where you have the reason to confess your love to someone or even better, get confessed at! Plus, it's a Friday (on my side), good day to go dating, catch some late movies and get some love blossoming eh? *winks*

依靠。依赖

有时候，依赖一下身边的好友其实很不错。

平时的我不常和姐妹们诉说自己的不愉快或秀出软弱的一面。我是坚强的，不需要别人的肯定 - 我一定不属于弱者。

但好姐妹们都知道，我不是铁金刚。会哭，会忧郁，会害怕。

“不帮你是正常的。帮你是bonus”，我常常这样说。那也是我人生的原则之一。所以，也常常会把“他可能帮不到你”，为前提。不是因为不相信他们，而是知道他们也忙，也很累。于是，就塑造了自己相当独立不爱求助的一面。就算要求助，也没办法倘然的开口。

B说“独立是好，过于独立那就不好了。”

*不以为然* 那时之前。此时的我学会了要对朋友有信心 - 相信他们不会对自己一时的依赖而感到反感愤怒。相信适时的依靠，而不是过于的依赖 - 是ok的。。

姐妹们都知道我近期忙得焦头烂耳，快疯了。好久没让自己忙成睡觉都没时间，大家都很不习惯。我就更别说了。

也因为忙，变得没办法做很多事。真的走投无路。我说真的。

非得开口求助了。

但，我不得不说 - 默契很重要。身边的朋友都变得非常体恤我。仿佛在对我说“没关系，我在，你可以靠我。” 感动到~~~~流目屎。

K说“知道你忙，所以我会去调查，你过目就好。”

内疚死了。这明明是我自己volunteer的项目。但却变得他得全权负责。

嗨。。。

我：J，可不可以帮我transfer钱给某某某？我忙死了。。

J：Ok，等一下我就帮你transfer。

这几天，真的让我领悟到“琳吖，靠一下你的朋友吧。不要怕他们拒绝你，生气你。对你的死党们要有信心，相信他们了解你的处境。”

你瞧瞧，要我依靠一个人就是那么难。非得想到头破才肯去喊救命。

要说的是，我累。我怕累。但姐妹们总是可以间接的推我一把。是我的推动力，让我再累都熬得过。我行。

如果可以的话，我还是不想成为一个麻烦精去烦人家。可是，偶尔对朋友嗲一下，靠一下，开开玩笑的命令他们要来陪我，也挺舒服的！嘻嘻嘻。

快3点了。4小时后要起床。又是漫长的一天！

告诉自己“不怕不怕！”

美图秀秀

Quote the meanie and me:

Me: 不美嘞。。。

Meanie: Don't worry, got 美图秀秀! I edit nice nice for you!

So whenever we camwhore and see any pictures that are not nice, we go:

"照片不美? 不用怕, 有美图秀~秀~!"

That became our new tagline of the night. Laugh die me we 2.

Was a good Friday. Had my craved steaked, bought my stuffs and ended the night with mad awesome food + dessert. Mad awesome. Mad, mad awesome.

Settled on a god forsaken corner where the waiter can't seem to spot us albeit we looked damn chio, had to walk up to the counter to request for someone to take down our order. But ok lah, am happy with that cosy little corner where no excess noise were there to disturb my peace and quality nua-ing time. Shiok.

Was like telling Mei, "Damn I feel old. Sitting and nua-ing here, talking to girl friends with high pitched voice complaning this and that, enjoying the food and chips and drinks and sweets on the table."

Because that was what I used to see alot when I hang out and chill back during the younger days - young ladies sitting comfortably on the sofa of the lounge with their hairs down. "Wish I could be like those ladies, financially independent and carefree." was what crossed my mind.

Sad thing is, I'm aging. Good thing is, I'm aging but getting something I'm happy with. So I guess I should scale more on the positive side. Nothing beats working hard and playing equally hard.

My darling girl lost ALOT of weight. Looking mighty good and healthy for her soon to come wedding! Finally getting hitched. Like, finally. After some 12 years of parktor-ing.
Love you, sweets!

Kids are cute, when they are not mine.

Took this during KOTR. Aayden the smiley baby is cho cho choooo cute. The bottom kid is pretty endearing too. With that "oh you caught me" look. Hiak hiak hiak.

This is a day where...

You step into the office just to wait to step out of the office.

Because it's public holiday tomorrow! Everone is feeling the pre-hol.

Was reading the papers today and saw this interesting article that basically says "If you want to pour your sorrows to others, you should pour it to yourself first."

Hmmm. Interesting.

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Well, the author claimed people should learn to do a self-reflection (or so she said "complain to yourself first before you do so to others") and that what help does it make for one to post their emotions on the social portals - does it simmer one's temper should a person "Like" the complain made? That people are contantly in need of attention, so much so they failed to think it through when things happened, which eventuates to an inadequacy on tolerating things, as compared to the older gens.

I guess the author herself belongs to an older generation. For she fails to see the invasion of social media. It is the exact purpose, for people to contantly update their latest happenings. While some chose to post the happier things and not wash their dirty linens, on the contrary, others have their freedom to post their unhappiness and complaints on social portals, no?

Yes, and no - to the question of author made: does it simmer one's temper should a person "Like" the complain made?

Subjective. Some may feel a little sense of comfort. Some don't - because the complaint made doesn't seem that serious afterall. My sentiments to the "constantly attention seeking part" thou. ^^

Venting on social portal ain't the least bit of inappropriate I feel. It's like the older gens keeping the diary and leaving it in their drawers unlocked.

Only difference is that people nowadays are "wearing mini skirts and short sleeves and showing their skin" as compared to "long ah-umm skirts and three quarter sleeves and wrap oneself up". In short - people are more open these days I feel the author should look into this and do an article about it. I like Miss Shenton of course. So much so I read her articles carefully, with much considerations, whenever I had the chance. :)

Coming back to the article, I feel what she said is quite true actually. People tend to complain more without knowing why exactly is their purpose of complaining. In the case of her friend, it's just like I've mentioned - she didn't know what she want. Which was why.. she complained for hours? Sad girl.

I'm glad my friends usually come clean with me. They made it clear they just wanna complain for the sake of complaining, vent their frustrations, finish and move on. Simple as that. Either that or they truly want your advise because they are lost.

Ok, not really lost-lost. Or rather, people get blinded by the amount of choices they had they get confused between right and wrong they need bystanders to throw in some suggestions because it's undeniable that they are the ones who see the clearer picture.

Should they not fall under these categories, sadly, no one is obliged to wait for them or hear them complain.

3 hours of complain is really a killer.

Then again, maybe not. If that 3 hours is a once and for all thing and not recurring. *rolls eyes at my previous encounters*

What is 3 hours compared to 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 months?! Hah! I've come acrossed people grieving over the tiniest thing for the longer period. Evar.

Penning off with a doodle:

Love Singapore. But not feeling patriotic at all.

Happy advance national day y'all!

I like red....

But the pictures doesn't say so.

Check out the amount of pink belongings I have! Goodness I'm gonna puke at the amount of pink I'm seeing here. And I hope people stop assuming I adore this color..

Reason being why I thought of doing this entry was because I got back from lunch and placed my wallet on the desk and went =_=". Literally.

Pink water bottle.
Bought 2, mum said she don't want the pink one so I kio the leftover.

Pink cup. (Gift from the ex-manageress)

Pink wallet. Ok this one I chose it myself.
The other colors were blue and/or yellow I can't remember.

There. Just the office table alone I see so many pink items it's hard to convince people it's not my favourite. Not. My. Favourite. At. All.

It's just that, the color I fancy, red, is sometimes too wild, too overwhelming, too loud to be carried around. I used to wear red alot. From head to toe. Maybe because I thought I could carry off the color. Digress a little, I had this HORRENDOUS experience of wearing red top, red pants, red shoes, matched with red nail colors and bag.

And I thought it was cool. *facepalm*

Imagine a gigantic firecracker walking around the streets of orchard? Wah piang fashion disaster. Tsk tsk tsk. I is mad. But no leh, that time I think I very chio. xDDDD Okok don't click on the [x] to close your window.

My point is, I like red. But I don't carry alot of red stuffs. Especially I'm more.. toned down. Which is why I pick the color only for certain product. Like my nails or the organiser show below.

Look, what is next to red? Moving on with the color chart we have Orange, Pink, Purple. Orange? Yikes. Purple? Nah!! Pink? Ok deal.

Hah! See, I made do with pink because it's a safer color. My 1st preference is always red. I hope people stop relating me with pink already. :( Albeit I have lotsa of pink.

I irk Hello Kitty. I irk Melody or Twinkle stars or whatsoever Sario products.

Signing off with a pic of the poochies.

With a peek-a-boo from Johnny. Teeheehee.

Crossroads

Many of a time, we find ourselves standing in the middle of a cross road. And we are forced to choose the path. Sometimes right, and sometimes wrong.

Some regretted, some don't. I guess the difference lies on individual, how he illustrates the painted picture.

P.S. Removed chatbox. Damn asshats can no longer spam. Try the comment box perhaps, it's moderated by yours truly, fyi.

Smile, and the whole world smile with you

:)

SS501-less, Kpop-less, blog-less

Finally, a moment for me to sit down think through what exactly happened. This entry is entertaining not. So you may wish to skip this.

This is my blog afterall. My ranting ground. I haven't been ranting. Haven't been voicing out.

3.55am and I'm still awake. Reason being, yesterday was my last day. Need not work today. Did a little bit of brainstorming for 1 of my many assignments, will continue to do em' later.

The past few months felt surreal. I didn't exactly had the time to really sit down and plan for things. Everything was moving so quickly..

So quickly that I didn't even realised it moved that fast. So fast I didn't had the time to realise..

Not that my life was in a mess. Just not.. organised. You know, being an adult really ain't easy. You hardly have the time to think at all. Basically living each day on it's stride. You thought you've planned..

But is that what you really want?

See, simple question like that - many of us don't even get to have the luxury of sitting down and really ponder. Because time is so precious we did not want to spend time thinking of these.

And that is why, sometimes adults lost their way.. worst, even before we can find the correct routes.

This is how little time most of me and my peers have now. We are slogging, without really knowing that we are slogging our lives away.

Tweeting's fun. Blogging's an interest too. Kpop? SS501? They are insatiable.

"But do I have the time for them?" I finally sat down and critically ask myself. Seen how pathetic things can be? It took me months before I have the time to sit down and ask myself that question.

As much as we cannot live without the virtual world, it can be a very malicious tool too. Ironically. Addictive as it is, but lingering too much in the reel world, just isn't that practical, right? We are humans afterall. I'm am not letting go of the human touch we were born to have..

ROFL

Come across this clip in facebook. Go see. Go go go!

Do you know why her dad is crying?




Thai advertisements never fail to amaze.

Jinxed archiving 2009..

2009 for me.. was is a pretty rough one. Probably the entire year was filled with nothing but hectic study schedules, endless mugging and examninations. I hope yours was fun filled!

Looking forward for a brand new year and wonder what will be instilled for me!

For those of you partying, do have a blasting one and remember to take proper care while celebrating! You won't want a bad headstart for a new year would you? ^^

Have a wonderous 2010 ahead chingoos! Happy New Year!!

Meanie dreaming of Joongie = epitome of crazy fandoming

You need help sista...

Meanie says: unnie did u see my offline msg??!
Lady Jinxed says: nope? my ofc one cant see
Meanie says: huh
Meanie says: i dreamt of HJL last night again!!!
Meanie says: upclose n personal that kind!
Meanie says: he smell damn good can
Meanie says: it feels damn real!
Meanie says: e funny thing is im applyin hand cream for him in e dream
Meanie says: his hands feel damn rough can
Meanie says: n he was damn cheeky! like in WGM!
Meanie says: siao si wo le!
Meanie says: he all e way speak english to me
Meanie says: wahahhahahahaahhaa!
Meanie says: is this a sign????!!!!
Meanie says: omg~ i wanna see him!!
Meanie says: i wanan go bkk!
Meanie says: v funny lor my dream
Meanie says: we were playin wrestling sia. i dunno y but i look like a bag of bones in e dream can. i cfm is dreaming! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA
Lady Jinxed says: i'm gonna blog abt this
Meanie says:y didnt i dream of jittjoong!!!!
Meanie says:~!@#$%^&*
Lady Jinxed says:pervert la uuuu

Lady Jinxed says: wah i tell u, the joongboer are still crazy over the ssangchu couple
Lady Jinxed says: *amazed*
Meanie says: ohya!!!
Meanie says: hwang bo in my dream too!
Lady Jinxed says: =.="
Meanie says: she like walkin up n down sia
Meanie says: talkin to other men in e hse
Meanie says: hahhahhahhaha



Now, who says I'm crazy? Hmm?

Random updates

Eeeeks! Lack of updates these days ain't it?

Miss me? I bet you do.

It's the eve of xmas eve! How are you feeling? The festive moods are everywhere I know. Everyone seems to be battling with the morning wakeups and dragging themselves to work.

On a sidenote, I've call it quits. (finally! after almost a year of saying it) Threw the towel couple of days back. Friend even setup a page in fb for all the ex-staffs of my company. ^^

Hectic schedule resumes. Even more hellish than last semester thus explains the lack of entries. Sigh.

And there's gonna be lotsa meetups with long time no see friends during my "rest" period.

Say.. I'm a real popular girl yal'noe? Suppose to have meetups for Thursday, Fri, Sat and even Sun. And whad'ya know? I'm plotting Jan 2010's appointment already. Turned down some, postponed some, accepted some.

So.. I pushed all appointments for tomorrow so that I can go get my lazy ass for a good jog and hopefully, I can spam this space. ^^

Love you guys!

P.S. I LOVE PARK JUNG MIN! PARKJUNGMIN PARKJUNGMIN PARKJUNGMIN!!

Random updates

There's gonna be a round of mayhem of pictures, fancam and coverage from the Persona Hong Kong, which should be ended by now already.

Major bloggers literally served us by giving their most up-to-date, almost real-live updated I am amazed..

It breaks my heart aplenty to see them so happy.. when my ticket for Persona Bkk has yet come to a conclusion I'm complaning e.v.e.r.y.w.h.e.r.e. :( Sigh. And I ish check my email 10 times, otherwise more, everyday to see if there's replies. Sadly, I get disappointed every time I check. Gah.

Park Jung Min gets selected as the most popular amongst SS501 by fellow juniors Kara. Ahh the double Park relationship is driving me nuts. I am going to anti-KARA soon.. xD *takes flower and starts plucking petals* Should I watch "Intimate note"? Should I not? Should I watch "Intimate note"? Should I not? Should I watch "Intimate note"? Should I not?

TripleS Jap is gearing up themselves on welcoming the boys for the upcoming christmas show held on 19th, one of them is diligently writing her letter(s) to Jung Minnie she cannot tweet. Lol so cute. Another one literally DHL-ed her gifts from Indonesia to this Japanese fan, so that she can along pass the gifts to Jung Minnie too. Lol x 2.

Then this Sporean fan is here exposing their fangirling. Lol at meself.

Tsk tsk, this is the first time I witness crazy fandoming. And I, am soon to be as nuts as they are.

AND! Mitch lugged my 5 men's 5 years collection DVD allll the way from Korea. Charging me extra 2 dollars premium because she went 2 places to hunt for me. ROFL. Still worth paying the extra 2 bucks because it cost twice as cheap compared to shipping from Yesasia.

Jan, who is at Japan now offered to get me the SS501 (pink) blanket if she comes across any. (Sigh, people love me so much you know?) But I turned her down graciously saying the blanket should be more expensive if purchased in Japan.

Partly because a fellow TripleS told me it's small lah.. Muahahaha. So, don't buy don't buy. (what? I'm still rational okay?)

*eyes beamed with killer aura at a particular tweet*

"....gyuri shouted min's name, and min shouted gyuri's name, aargghh WTH!!!!so irritating... "

What da.. Ok I'm off to investigate. *takes samurai sword. Shinnng*

*Ninja tiptoe run*

Howdy! A quick note.

Morning peeps! Missed me? Hehe. Was away from the computer whole of Sunday because.. you should know if you ever lay eyes on my tweets. ^^

And yes, I'm still excited by the fact that I finished the 10km.. With quite a decent timing. Thus explains the chirpy-ness here. And I look mighty pretty today. (serious! i dressed up a little..) Which is pretty unlikely for a monday morning..

Right, looks like I've missed out quite alot of things just by being away from a day... The weekly dramas will be up later today but I guess streaming will be quite slow as usual. :( Sadly, class starts tomorrow and the vicious cycles starts all over again. Sigh.

Have got quite a few things to settle. Tacky ones. So updates will be slightly slower. Be patient lovelies.

Lo♥es.

P.S. A Son Dambi followed my tweet account. Funny. *waves to Dambi unnie!*

Hmmm~

I dunno how true is this leeminho from twitter..

But if he is indeed the real thing, then a simple tweet of him saying "Happy December Tweethearts XD ... " probably drove many fangirls insane and weak on the knees.

Ahhh.. so this is it - the formula to fandom

This entry from evacuatewithstyle caught my attention. The usual, unless it is sacarstically funny or hilarious on its own, it's quite impossible for me to lay my eyes on.

Author titled it: There’s a formula

So basically, if you don’t harbor any hate for Kpop idols or any burning rage towards any specific group, getting into a new boyband is pretty much as follows:

1. One member catches your eye.
2. You look through a lot of pictures of this one member.
3. You look for performances just so you could watch that one member in action …
4. … Well hey, the other members are not that bad.
5. You look up video of all members on X, Y, Z show.
6. You’re done.

Welcome, new fandom.

… FML.


Sweet. First thing that came into my mind was "bingo".

Random laugh

Talking about the cousin-in-law whom seems to be acting more and more peculiar..

Dad: 她昨晚沒有回來？

Me: 不知道勒， 可能很晚回來， 我們已經睡了咯。

Dad: 醬可能拍戲拍通宵吧。

Me: 是咯， 她拍刺壁6， 你不懂嚒？

Dad: 不是啦。 拍花木蘭。

Me: 上映了勒！ 還拍？

Dad: 花木蘭2嘛！

Me: 哦。

Dad: 她演那只馬。

WAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Laughed to death.

Reminiscences

Watching WGM for the dunno how many-th time already.

Running thru' (again) episode 35 now. Where manager Kim gave buin missions to complete.

"You're beautiful" refuses to load, imagine how many people are downloading it now.. Gonna rush my assignment later. God bless.

AND! I think I may just snip my bangs later.. I may..

K bye.

After school's new song is nice

Is After school's (with 2 new babes) new release "Because of you" mad nice or what?!! It's playing everywhere in my house dad's going crazy. Lol.

Tomorrow's the end of ordeal! Yippeeeeeee! Hopefully I'm sane enough to go for a jog. Feeling fat already.