Learn to appreciate, even in the reel world

Today's blog is gonna be a lengthy one.

Moral of today's entry: Learn to appreciate things in life.

Logical right? No. Not to some people apparently. Imma telling why.

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Rainy day today. I'm feeling sluggish because of the headache. And thanks to buddy's iPen plus Mac's piping hot coffee, I'm feeling cloud nine again. Yes I'm skiving, while waiting for some things to happen in office. Pending stuffs that's never gonna move if I were to procrastinate. But I'm too lazy to follow up so, yeah.

Anyway, today's topic is about people not being appreciative. Mostly the juveniles, if you ask me.

Now if you've read my blog long enough, you'd know by now, that fangirling constitutes to a substantial portion of my life. Yes, it all started with handsome looking boys, but at times, it's the company that moves you on.

Imagine, if you were to join an ECA you heart so much. So, so much. But the fellow mates sucks? On the contrary, you work for a company that is just so-so, but the colleagues are simply anglic, you feel like glueing yourself to the company and never leave? Yeah, that's what I mean.

What inspired me to blog today, was because someone snapped at me in YT yesterday. (Petty much huh? Lol) Frankly, it didn't matter lah. I couldn't be bothered, but it somehow struck me to use this as a splinter to start the topic, which I wanted to pen about but couldn't find enough contents that frustrates me. So now I finally have.

I'm not taking this whole fandom thingy seriously, trust me. But it occurs to me, if this is the way people are behaving, then there's no hope for mankind.

"Learning to appreciate things in life." Every one knows that. So, why aren't some people appreciating the efforts of others - in fandom?

Scenario 1) Bloggers

I salute fandom bloggers I tell you. It never fails to amaze me how can they do their entries so timely. And not only that, bloggers are also feeding information via their twitter these days so, more responsibilities.

So this is the equation:

Blogger wakes up in the morning, goes to school/work,

+ She tries to stay updated with the information with her smartphone,

+ She continues to focus in her lesson/work,

+ She makes mistakes in lessons/work, like anyone,

+ She tries to be accurate and timely in providing the latest news and information,

+ Blogger gets busy, she gets desperate and perhaps she ask someone to update her blog for her,

+ Blogger finish school/work, she rushes back home to continue updating the news.

=

People ranting at her not being timely.

People expect her to be all mighty and perfect in blogger's entries. Cannot make mistake.

People gets angry when the blogger herself moderate her blog to keep peace.

People threaten. (LMAO)

People cannot take it when blogger gets frustrated and rant abit in twitter.

People start anti the blogger for the above reasons.

Make sense or not? You tell me.

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Senario 2) Subbers

Wah this one also daebak. I knew subbing was no easy feat. But not until I tried it myself. I actually signed up with some subber group to do Chinese - English subbing. They gave me 2 clips (clips, not even 1 episode) to try subbing. That's like about 10minutes per clip. So a total of 20 minutes of contents to sub - I gave up. Insane. It took me close to an hour odd to sub a 15 minutes clip.. Then again, maybe it's my incompetence.

Again, equation:

Subber wakes up in the morning, goes to school/work,
+ She makes mistakes in lessons/work, like anyone,

+ She tries to be accurate and timely in her subbing,

+ Subber finish school/work, she rushes back home to continue subbing the video,

+ Subber finally finished 1 episode and faster faster upload.

=

People ranting at her not being timely.

People expect her to be all mighty and perfect in her video. Cannot make mistake.

People write private mails to subber and complain subber is very slow, why can't she be faster?

People cannot take it when subber gets frustrated.

People start anti the subber for the above reasons.

Fair or not? You tell me.

So, you telling me - today you feel like doing charity. You charitably give someone $5. The receiver slap you and say "Look, if you wanna give, give $1,000. Don't give $5. You might as well go and die if you wanna give me $5."

No that this is happening, but people are doing something similar to make the those that put in effort - feel this way.

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Senario 3) Complaints

Everyone can complain. If those on the receiving end can complain, then why can't those that are giving, complain?? It just doesn't make sense.

Very classic examples I'm gonna use here. Say, someone says the person you admire is UGLY, or FAT and actually tweets to his account. Well, he probably won't see it. Or he might. I really don't know. But my question is, if you are a so-called fan, would you tell your idol upfront that he is ugly or fat? And your sentence have no signs indicating you are joking?

On the contrary, this particular person, who had been putting in lotsa effort in supporting that same person, got vocal and stood up for her idol that had been criticise by a fellow fan.

Wrong meh? You tell me.

However, what I saw was people's rebuttal. Claiming the fan (who was apparently voicing out the criticism from others to her idol) insane, mad, crazy etc.

I know, everyone has the freedom of speech. No one is to pin point anyone for any remarks on any person.

But thing is, Fan A took action because Fan B is directly telling their idol "Hey, you look ugly."

Taking action under such circumstances wrong meh? You tell me.

Since when was standing up for the ones you like or admire, something wrong?

Since when did anyone owe you a blog update or nice pictures?

Since when did anyone owe you a translation from Korean to English video clip?

I don't know.

Perhaps that's the reason why more and more major account are going MIA. Because the (unecessary) response is just undeserving at times.

So my dear girls, think. As you grow, learning to appreciate is a great deal. You'd like people to appreciate you too. Learn to construct your thoughts before you voice something negative out. If you can't, then don't. Don't say anything at all.

If you wish to tell you friend that his or her new haircut doesn't suits her, you don't go "Hey, you look so ugly in your new style." - you do it subtly or you don't do it at all, no?

P.S. I'm not saying these because those people I've mentioned, are my friends. I reason out. I analyse. Sure, they might be nasty when they tell fans off. But I'm telling you, they are nastier in real. Fans are generally kinder towards their fellow fans, because they are in the same circle. It's normal for people to recipocrate, when you are nice to someone, he or she returns. Same applies when you are nasty to someone.

Xoxo!

"Not Alone" plagiarised

By some girl band called "TBC girls".

Saw C's tweet, apparently a Jungmin fan from Peru informed here about the plagiarism. Click here to watch the clip. I don't wanna pin it up because gawd it sounds awful. They don't give me the eye candies too.

C: i laughed at the TBC Girls.. sorry i very bad.

Me: Should name themselves them CMI girls can?!

C: tbc = to be confirmed ma... But they sing and dance like that.. Will nv get confirmed la... hahaha

Me: To be confirmed.. nv get confirmed... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LAUGH DIE ME LA U!! Wah I damn awake now.

Lmao. Damn funneh la this girl.

Park Jung Min at『那些女孩教我的事』Movie Premier

Got these from Liezle's blog. Go click on the link if you wanna see more pictures k? There's a video clip in her blog as well. Not gonna post all of them up because I'm here just to throw some comments..

马童鞋，你那顶头也太。。

。。不优了吧？

Who sabotage you, you tell me?!! You tell me!! Why your hair like that??!! *cues heart breaking*

Angie Chai I know you ahjumma, our Jungmin just stepped into full-grown adult phase you don't kajiao him make him an ahjussi I tell you. People younger than Rainie you made him look older than her. You don't bully foreign artists hor! If you insist on torturing foreign artists, ok go ahead, BUT LEAVE THIS ONE ALONE.

Skiving (as usual)

Am gonna puke from all the sourcing of quotes~ Gaaaah, boss seems to have endless ideas. Yesterday's evening meeting it felt like he has arrangments aaaall the way till 2013's xmas event already.

Just FML. Lol. I'll still laughing as a matter of fact because at least this was what I asked for - marketing. And knowing it fully this is how insane the marketing world is.

So this is why (finding excuses for me to skive) I'm here blogging again.

Anyway, I think I'm quite crazy to arrange a business appointment later at 6pm. SIX PM! Siao. Mad. Shen jing bing. Gila. Don't ask me why I did that. I myself don't know.

P.S.

- I wanna watch HP!!!

- I wanna watch T-ara Hyomin's horror!!!

Hate you people who already got the tickets. Even more if you have watched / going to watch it. Cuz lao niang haven't.

:D

K bye!

SS501 is so good it needs a replica

"Imitation is the highest form of flattery".

Well before I start, lemme thank the girls for informing me the news (you know who you are. :) ) while I'm sick and stranded in Phuket with absolutely no internet connection in the hotel I'm staying.

Am already couple of day late but yeah, I'm gonna pen my thoughts.


Question: DSP and their frivolous idea of forming another boyband named "SS502"?

Insane as it seems. No wonder so many TripleS are upset.

Again, I always have my own set of opinions. Sure. DSP is most crazy with this idea of forming SS501 number 2. But SS501 WILL BE SS501. The original is always the original. Like you know, how the most popular celebrities have their wax figurine landed in Madam Tussauds. It's an honour you know?

I know I know, it's normal for us to feel affected with a replica of.. hey wait, replica? I don't think I should even call them replica. Prolly "Grade B". But replica is a nicer word lah huh...

I wonder what will SS502 (assuming DSP really do it) fanclub be named? Either way I'd think it tickles me.

Now if you ask me, I don't think DSP will execute this.

Even if they do, honestly, do you think it'll affect SS501 in any ways? The usual tripleS will laugh at the idea of a replica, let alone join them.

And for those who joins SS502, they'll prolly be new kids. And guess what, then we can stand up and proud to tell them "hey, did you know how your idols get their name? It's from our idols." ^^ Not to sound angsty or snobbish in any ways, but thinking that another boy band origins from OUR boys - simply makes me happy. No?

Peace sweethearts, peace. Even if DSP comes up with Double Heirs Five Oh One or SSS01 or whatever nearer terms they can think of, think - will it affect our boys?

Well if anyone were to answer "yes", then here's my reply:

So, I call out to the TripleS - be calm. We've been through more than enough hurdles to overcome this. If the replica gets strong, we'll get even stronger. If they are good, we'll be better.

Hyung Joong got 1st, we got suspended.

Royal highness is here to grumble.

So, Project Kisseu round 1 - was half successful. Hyun Joong dominated the throne but 장난스런 키스 was no where to be seen. Chances are twitter does not recognise hangul at all. Oh well, an experience learnt. You never try, you never know.

But that wasn't what the title tells you.




This, is what I'm saying.

The account got suspended. I was trending halfway when I sensed something was wrong. Thinking it should be the normal over capacity or tweet limit that shuts me off for maximum of 2 hours, boy I was wrong.

Twitter suspended my account.

I couldn't even continue trending. I had to find a solution to this. And till this very moment, the solution is nothing but to wait. And wait. AND wait.

Sorry I know I've been whining since the very 1st second I knew my parent account is dead. No matter how much I try to be cool about it, I ain't. Not that I can't tweet anymore, I have a sub account @SS501tags. And most of my lovelies are aware that I'm pretty much using that to tweet. Umm, ok. Not most. If I have a total of 900 followers (round down) with @violettacal and 200 with @ss501tags (round up), it'd mean 70% of my usual tweepbase, might not be aware of what's happening. Anyway, that's not the problem.

I'm just used to the momentum of the parent account. Afterall, I was known as violettacal, not ss501tags, not cal4cnblue and not calovescarrot.

Worse, I promised to do my very 1st live tweet for CNBlue. With the parent account. And then those that are unaware, would log in, and realise "hey how come the last time Cal tweeted was 2 days ago? That's unusual of her." - People whom will be realising that, I hope somehow they are resourceful enough to find out what happen. I can't possibly be whining 3 times a day, 7 days a week.

Moreover, I'm not the only one whom had the account suspended. Major accounts like @ss501facts and @stalking_hj wasn't spared either. Evil me, I was secretly gleeing knowing some share the same fate as me. xD ok, I should say, if it's me alone getting all the demerits, I'd really feel it's unfair.

But the lovelies are very supportive and helpful la.. bitching together with me against twitter, helping me spread the words that I am now in @SS501tags. Then I saw familiar names following the sub account I was elated because hey, at least I knew they saw the notice. Well they might have seen the notice and not follow my sub account. I'm ok with that. So long as you know, I haven't abandon twitdom, that's fine.. ^^

Meanwhile, I hope twitter gain some conscious and return me @violettacal. I love that account. @violettacal had been my nick for 6 years. It's a 2nd name to me for chrissake.

I'm seeing CNBlue tomorrow. I'm half demoralised because of what happened because a huge portion of tweeps are not being able to see what I'm going to share. Or maybe, I'll just dump all the infomation here and do a fan account. No tweeting.. I don't know. We'll see how.

Love,

@violettacal

@ss501tags

Fandoming.

You know, my peers are half-ignoring because of my obsession. Hell, I hardly get obsessed with anything. But if I do, I do it good.

The gatecrash whom's system really crashed, finally delivered my tickets. I can never feel at ease until I see the hard copy of my entry confirmation.

6 days later. Meanie's seeing her Yoooong, me, Jungshin ah~

Fortunately, the fanmeet starts pretty early. I get to be a fillial daughter and rush home to celebrate daddy's birthday. :)

This entry was supposed to be done yesterday, somewhat at 4am in the morning. Where I was fuming mad. With the ticketing system. OF HJB's fanmeet. In Singapore. The details provided were way ludicrous there was simply no way out for me.

Given me whom hates asking favour from people, went on but nothing available.

Worst I felt, was the organiser, Warner music. Whom we thought will be announcing the details, was not the one whom apparently released the ticketing information. So much for watching that damn space. What, if I were to stupidly wait for Warner's information, the tickets.. ok, or rather the good seats, would be long sold.

Well thankfully, @xiaochu1004 was kind enough to answer my query. No promises, but she will help to ask if she can get her contacts to help. That very action of hers was well enough to deem my utmost appreciation and salute. Not many souls here in Spore are kind enough to help you this way.

More unlikely when you hardly know each other.

Anyways, I owe her once. And let's hope she likes ice-cream..?

So, the deal was like this, she'll check and then get back to me today, no, yesterday. Since it's technically Sunday now.

I didn't actually bear any hope from her side. Afterall, it's a bonus if people help you. It's normal if they don't. So I'm prepared to call off the entire hoo-hah. Despite I've spent fair amount of trouble.

Then it was bridesmaid gown trying, alteration, makan, rush to Cyrene's house, do the scrapguestbook, dinner, discuss how to sabotage the groom and brother with my 748,754,09 ideas...

Nevertheless a corner of my heart simply isn't very happy lor. Am seriously contemplating if I should wake up before 2pm later to buy the ticket. It's just such a turnoff. Ok, not grieving over the fact I can't get the ticket. But frustrated on the amount of difficulty that was obstructing me to get it. (FYI, WMS has still yet make any announcement about HJB's ticketing where the fandom is literally in chaos over the tickets already. Brilliant)

Surprisingly, the sms buzzed at some 12.30am. Fwah, @xiaochu1004 took the effort to text me the updates! She could have chose not to text me. But she did, both twitter and mobile. Believe me, I pulled a tired face but I was overwhelmed. Informed me she managed to get 20 (very good) tickets and the details.

How happy can I get right?

Answer: Very happy.

Maybe the $0.50 I donated to the deaf society worked today.

Make me tio 4D later I'll buy the tickets for the lovelies, whom I know they badly wanted to attend but were either financially constrained or affected by the payment channel.

Rantings from watching "Autumn's concerto" (halfway)

AH AH AH! SEE SEE SEE! She loves him, he loved her, he doesn't remembers her and he got engaged with someone he didn't loved.

What am I talking? Yes, it's the latest episode of "Autumn's concerto". Funny yet irritating! Gahhhh! (watching halfway when typing this)

Will share my comments say.. tomorrow? Hmm yea. K bye.


*continues watching*

This is scary gross.

I mean, I saw the headlines in allkpop where 2pm's TaecYeon recevied something WTF from his fans. (the news was all over major kpop sites and blogs anyway)

Aside from repeating their their fabulous track "Again and again" again and again and again, and again, I pretty much know nothing about them. I love my TripleS boys more, infinitely.

Neways, the news was definitely not going to surprise me if it was things like hair, undergarments, used sanitary pad or even, blood letter. C'mon, it's not like you've never heard of such crazy fansdoing before...

But what I wasn't expecting, was the media to actually publish the letter. Omg creepy x plenty.

Go K bites for more details.

But something I don't quite understand was this:

"When others started doubting, the owner of the hyeolseo posted an image of her underwear in blood."

2 "equal" signs, 1 "underscore" plus 1 "inverted comma". → → =_="

You telling me you used your *ahem* blood to write the letter? That's not creepy, that's gross.

Of SHINee and T-ara's

I know I'm absoultely slow. Didn't want to comment much until I see the news on allkpop that T-ara topped the chart eliminating CL & Minji's "Please don't go", and After School's "Because of you" which happens to be my current love.

Not that I'm not aware of the song, but I refuse to give it a go because of the cheesy title when the new song was announced.

SHINee has "Ring Ding Dong"...

And T-ara has "Bo beep bo beep".

Dots aplenty. =.=

In order not to be biaised, I eventually tried listening to both songs. Nothing amazing. In my opinion, it was far from being the least attractive.

*clicks on vid (again!!) to ensure I wasn't wrong*

The awesome melody goes "Lingdingdoong lingdingdoong"....

Arrrgh my ears. Ok stop. And I'm not even trying the melodious "bobeepbobeepbobeep aw!"

Seriously, I think cheesy titles spoils the song. But then again, on a positive note, it gives the song publicity. Whether or not it's good.

Ok. Gotta go back to assignment. Am at Porter's 3. Uggghhhh. You have no idea how much I hate Mr Porter these days with his ingenius invention of the 5s and 3s. Marketing terms. Nvm if you dunno what I'm talking about. And if you do know, can you feel my miseries? Hah!

K bye.

Watching "Momo Love" / "桃花小妹" part 2

Read part 1 here

Synopsis first.

Tao Hua Xiao Mei is adapted from Japan's best selling manga Momoka Typhoon. The plot is about Tao Hua who has been pampered and loved by four of her brothers almost to the extend of sister brotherly love. Thus the other brothers ask the 5th brother, Yu Yi to look after the sister, and with the appearance of prince charming Shi Lang, a love battle is created among everybody.

Source: wiki.d

Hmmm. So we're on our way to the 3rd episode. 1st episode was truly boring. That I understand. 2nd episode, well ok.. it's still the beginning so it's perfectly normal to be as boring as the first. "Be patient!", I told myself.

15 minutes passed and I'm still not laughing. Not amused.

Another 15 minutes flew. Still not laughing yet. I must say they are good in not making me laugh considering I'm one who laughs at almost everysinglethingintheuniverse.

It just got worse than the previous 2 episodes. Is this even a comedy?

*yawns*

A little screenshot from ep 3 to share with you all.

Momo: "Hold on a second!"
Abbot: "What's the matter?"
Momo: "I'm just wondering,"
Momo: "does shaving the hair."..
Momo: "has to start with the center?"

Meh.

Ok baby, time's up. This has officially hit my threshold for crappy dramas. Imagine there's not one, not two, but PLENTY of such lousy lame scripts in each an every single one of the episode aired thus far. Cute and dumb is fine but over-doing it makes me feel like some kid out there throwing tantrums at their daddy and mummy when refused to buy their 58th barbie doll or controller car.

I'm sorry but I have to say, this is bad. Either the director or the Taiwanese scriptwriter or the original manga artist is. The ratings indicated in wiki.d are dropping. How trustworthy are the (bad enough already) figures from the source, I dunno. But definitely make sense to me.

This is officially out of my follow list. At least till the ratings improve.

That horny bitch

Let's call him He-bitch because he fits the bill oh-so-well.

He-bitch: yoh
Lady Jinxed: morning~
He-bitch: show u something!!
Lady Jinxed: wat thing?
He-bitch: i send to ur hotmail
Lady Jinxed: i go see now
Lady Jinxed: wats dat?
He-bitch: (sample) poster
He-bitch: so getting feedbacks

This was what he sent.. albeit a concept only. Take a deep breath first my dear.

Gua gua!

Lady Jinxed: OMG.. Y SEXY JUICE!?!?!?!?!?
Lady Jinxed: hahahahaahha
Lady Jinxed: SO CORNY!!!!
Lady Jinxed: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
Lady Jinxed: omg i cant stop laughing
He-bitch: muuahahahahha
He-bitch: strawberry is high in zinc content mah
He-bitch: so it trigger lust one
Lady Jinxed: PLS LA!
Lady Jinxed: seriously, can i blog abt this?
Lady Jinxed: will i be causin u any trouble?
Lady Jinxed: cuz its too funny
He-bitch: hahahahhaa
Lady Jinxed: i'm laughin so much i cant breathe
He-bitch: guess my shop name
Lady Jinxed: i dun even wanna think~
Lady Jinxed: lol
He-bitch: its call Fruitatious
He-bitch: logo is a biting lips
Lady Jinxed: OMG U HORNY BITCH!
Lady Jinxed: WAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAH

I guess I'm just conservative by nature but on a second thought of it, it really might work afterall.

Seriously, that just made my day. ROFL.

Maliciously mad

I've been watching the clips of the boys' recent performance over and over and over and over and over and over. So much so that unless it's real-time or I'll find their news hopelessly slow and little.

Then the gf's bf come msn me..

J: got see my mms to u?
Lady Jinxed: hmm? no ah?
J: oh...
J: saw ur hubby idol's concert box...inside include a poster as tall as me... 170cm
Lady Jinxed: concert box?!?!?!?!
J: nod nod
Lady Jinxed: i only want their new album.. :(
J: cant transfer photo via msn to u right?
Lady Jinxed: email me email me~~~~~~~~~~~
Lady Jinxed: fyi, i'm sincerely, patiently, obediently waitin for u to send me the pics. you cannot say no to it. :D

after which he dare dare went busy and made me waited for my longest 19 minutes...

J: whahahaha
J: send to which email?
Lady Jinxed: imsopretty@ohsopretty.com
Lady Jinxed: !!!!
J: sent
J: that thing is $79.85
J: damn ex
Lady Jinxed: wtf~
Lady Jinxed: tai lang bang

What can I say? They really know how to tork people's money... #$^%*{!?

J: v big box
J: sold at kino
Lady Jinxed: cfm muz be big box la~ 80 bucks u tell me normal cd size i will arson kino
J: hahaha

Rantings between the bitches

Reads: Meanie and I.

meanie: y they nv cum to spore to promote BOF ah
meanie: kns
meanie: go to hk, tw
meanie: china
meanie: japan
meanie: even msia lor!
Lady Jinxed: phillipines oso have
Lady Jinxed: ctb
meanie: spore too small alr
Lady Jinxed: precisely
Lady Jinxed: korean n jap celebrity seldom come to spore one lor
meanie: yaaa
meanie: siann
meanie: e only korean star who came for a concert is rain lor
meanie: but i no like him
meanie: eyes so small
Lady Jinxed: and he is charging prrrre prrrre premium price can! siao
meanie: sporeans all loberts ma
meanie: v rich wan u dunno meh
Lady Jinxed: only rich ppl go see him lor. siao. they literally no care abt the poorer ones
Lady Jinxed: grade 1 seats $800. $800 leh! siao
meanie: ya lor
meanie: can spend one night e rain issit
meanie: siao lang

meanie: so ex
Lady Jinxed: kenna rain splash only lor~ =.=
meanie: HAHHAHAHAHA
meanie: bo liao
meanie: dunno go hm splash urself meh
Lady Jinxed: if they lazy den pay me $500 will do, i splash for them
meanie: hahahahha

meanie: ss501 says is a asia tour leh
meanie: n they mentioned spore in their video clip right?
meanie: just hoping they will cum!
Lady Jinxed: i didnt hear a single word of singapore! not even close!
Lady Jinxed: u did?
Lady Jinxed: i juz keep hearing asia asia asia
meanie: no meh
meanie: then i must have heard wrongly

Seriously that just killed my last dying hope to see my beloved.

(Note: No offence to Rain fans! We really thought it was insanely impractical of his company (was it JYP entertainment?) or whichever to charge such premium price for his concert!!)

Digress: I have a sudden crave for Ikea's meatball. Must be the "aunt" coming. Nevermind, I'm gonna have some authentic maggie goreng next weekend. Kudos!

Ok bye.

Weird customer

1) "I'll call back to tell him, but can you help me to tell him..."

Weird customer: "Hi is XXX in?"

Me: "Sorry he's out for lunch. Would you like to call back later?"

Weird customer: "Ok sure, what time will he back?"

Me: "You can try calling him back at 1.15pm."

Weird customer: "Ok I'll call back then. But can you please help me to tell XXX that I will be there at 2pm to collect the software from him, I'm AAA from XYZ company, my contact no. is 9123 4567."

- Why bother to ask what time my colleague will be back and that you will ring him, when you obviously want him to call you back?

2) "Huh? You dunno?"

Weird customer 2: "Can I speak to H?"

Me: "Sorry he's engaged on the line. Please call back in 5 mins time."

Weird customer 2: "Ok. K is not in the office right?"

Me: "Yup, she's not in."

Weird customer: "You know when is she coming back?"

Me: "Sorry I've no idea when will K be back."

Weird customer: "Huh... you dunno?"

Me: "Ya.. I'm not sure when will K be back."

Weird customer: "You dunno ah...."

Me: "Yes. I have no idea."

- Why is there an assumption that people in the office MUST know exactly where their colleagues went and what time they come back?

Fingers crossed

I've been complaining about this week's schedule. Then again, I'm always complaining about my schedules.

'Neways I had lessons on Tuesday and Wednesday. As well as today and another 2 tutorials on Saturday from 1.30pm to 6pm. Tell me I'm pathetic.

(On a happier note, I'm meeting the gang for a small lil gathering and pre-birthday celebration after lesson)

And we were told to do some reading on our notes before the tuts tomorrow. That adds up to some, 16 chapters? No fun. Tonight cannot jog. Thing is, class ends at 10pm today. By the time I reach home, ding dang ding dang, it can easily go as late as 12mn even before I hit my books. Let alone working out. #$%^&;!*'$

So fingers crossed. That I'll be able to update my boring blog later tonight and still have the energy to do some revision (I'm sooo hardworking I know).

You know, I need to tell you guys about my outings, ktv session, shopping. My royal ramblings. Heh.

Oh, you totally have to know how many pairs of falsies I own now. I lost count but I'm going count it tonight.

And oh ya! The 88 shimmer palette I've gotten for close to a month already!

And Artistry's skin refinishing lotion!

And and, Jan's photoshoot pictures finally! Omg we've waited for the L-O-N-G-E-S-T time.

Ok gotta run. For lessons of course! (Duh!)

Beyond any describable words

WELL DONE. WELLLLLLLLLLLLL DONE.

The cousin and his beloved had just successfully pissed me to the core I am waaaay beyond boiling point. That reads: steaming.

They successfully drove me to my limits, and I successfully lost my cool I yelled and slammed the door with so much anger I'm literally having the head spins.

Well done. I haven't lost my cool since eons back. Not to mention yelling at the top of my lungs in midnight and the classic, slamming door.

Awesome couple I must say. They managed to shoot my blood pressure to some 300 or so.


*tries to calm down* Angry makes one age very fast... chill jinxed, chill. Ommmmmm~

Makeups

Fooling around with my eyeshadows again. Many lovelies of mine complain that they can never master the skill for smoky eyes. On the contrary, I find it very very easy to do one. Frankly I become so used to smoky eyes I perpetually did one for all my models be it day or night events.

And that is not good. Smoky eyes might look tad too drama-mama for a day occasion. I HAVE TO hold back my temptation of putting such heavy eye colors for day.


Middle of eyelid: Silver + pearl eyedust
Inner and outer corner of eyelid: Shimmery brown plus dark brown
Eyelid fold (or whatever you call it): Charcoal brown
Eyeliner: Gel, brown

Under eye, outer corner: Charcoal brown
Under eye, inner coner: Pearl eyedust

Tsk. See? NO color. Despite it was rather heavy already. Another reason why I liked applying such heavy colors is because it simply gets "eaten up" when the camera flash is on and the pictures usually turn out colorless otherwise, very subtle.

Still no color. #$%ctb&*%wtf;//!?

(Note: I was playing with eye colors and blushers. No foundation applied.)

'neeways, the hungry ghost festival is coming. So be careful my dear. Don't anger the "good buddies".

Else sister Sadako (with very chio falsies) might visit you in the midst of your sleep to say hi!!!

Scare ya, didn't I? :P

Look at the blurry camera and its lens. Does it reminds you of a well? That's where Sadako lives! In a well!

K lah, a chio one to calm you down. Albeit it looked kinda frivolous just with one side of the eye and half of the face done. I think the result looked mamasan-ish. No? Cover the left side and look at the right, I prolly seem like I'm in my late 30's.. Maybe even 40's. I proclaim hor, I is 24, not 42.

It's photoshopped lah hello. I not so chio. Liiiiittle beeet chio maybe. (photoshop pictures to chioster also must have some basic natural default born with chio features one k! Else no matter how you edit also bo yong) Didn't touch the eyes thou'.

(P.S. I cannot say I'm ugly. Wait my parents very sad. Neither of you should think you are ugly too. Else wait your parents also very sad.)





Nah nah nah. All these not photoshopped one. Au naturale one ok!

Blah.

Why do marketers have to know all these?!?!?!

TCP/IP

Http

Packet switching

Protocol

GUI

Gosh. Last night was the first day of year 3. And for the first time, I truly felt like a bimbo. Because I dunno what are the above. Not exactly dunno lah, I mean, they are there and around no doubt, but gawt knows what are they there for specifically. Who the hell wants to know?!?!

You might as well kill me. This is already murder. Sigh.

Anyway, I just decided to buy myself another 88 shimmer palette. Heeheehee. My loyal lovelies would have know I already own one, but it's not shimmery.

88 eyeshadow palette I bought last year.

Those that I have, the matt ones shown above, are starting to bore me out. Since I'm quite satisfied with the quality, so... *makes space for the new 88 eyeshadow palette*

tarah!

Oh, to add.

I'm about to get a new cousin-in-law and I'm so not excited about it.

1) Because I hate my big fat selfish childish worthless cousin,

2) Because my cousin-in-law is my age and yet acting she's oh-so-superior than me,

3) Because she's a calefare who thinks she's half Zoe or Fann, otherwise, more superior than our caledecotts' big shot,

4) Because she wears like she's standing along the roads of Geylang, (my dad say one! not me!)

5) Because all of us thought that she's hitching my cousin to get the PR, (erm, she's a PRC but I'm not saying all these in corelation to her original citizenship)

6) As if the above becauses aren't enough, BECAUSE SHE'S MOVING INTO MY PLACE.

dot dot dot

Holybutterscotchwithasplashofshit! FML. You guys should see how she parades herself like some queen CiXi in MY place I tell you! As if she's the OWNER of MY PLACE. And not to mention her eyes wandering all over my parent's room! And my damn worthless cousin? He becomes the eunuch lor. Can't think of any better position for him.

The way she look at people, as if her eyes grew on top of her head.

And omg, the way she walk - she shakes lah! Not the model sexy catwalk shake you kuku, it's the ah lian yo-ah-yo-ah-yo typpa shake can?!?!

Don't geddit? Next time I demo let you see. *roll eyes and yo-ah-yo*

Wah piang how to hide my cool you tell me? I'm zfuming mad. Imagining such woman staying under the same roof as you = can die.

Oh I forgot, the moment she came to my place, she literally hopped and jumpsit on my sofa. First visit leh! WTF, LIM PEH VERY FRIEND WITH YOU ISZIT?! Sit cannot sit gently iszit? Must so rough not?!?!?! How old liao you!!!????

You know what? That, indicates war. *wears armour, sexy ones*

roars!!!!!

roars!!!!!

roars!!!!!

roars!!!!!

roars!!!!!

roars!!!!!

roars!!!!!

roars!!!!!