This is a day where...

You step into the office just to wait to step out of the office.

Because it's public holiday tomorrow! Everone is feeling the pre-hol.

Was reading the papers today and saw this interesting article that basically says "If you want to pour your sorrows to others, you should pour it to yourself first."

Hmmm. Interesting.

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Well, the author claimed people should learn to do a self-reflection (or so she said "complain to yourself first before you do so to others") and that what help does it make for one to post their emotions on the social portals - does it simmer one's temper should a person "Like" the complain made? That people are contantly in need of attention, so much so they failed to think it through when things happened, which eventuates to an inadequacy on tolerating things, as compared to the older gens.

I guess the author herself belongs to an older generation. For she fails to see the invasion of social media. It is the exact purpose, for people to contantly update their latest happenings. While some chose to post the happier things and not wash their dirty linens, on the contrary, others have their freedom to post their unhappiness and complaints on social portals, no?

Yes, and no - to the question of author made: does it simmer one's temper should a person "Like" the complain made?

Subjective. Some may feel a little sense of comfort. Some don't - because the complaint made doesn't seem that serious afterall. My sentiments to the "constantly attention seeking part" thou. ^^

Venting on social portal ain't the least bit of inappropriate I feel. It's like the older gens keeping the diary and leaving it in their drawers unlocked.

Only difference is that people nowadays are "wearing mini skirts and short sleeves and showing their skin" as compared to "long ah-umm skirts and three quarter sleeves and wrap oneself up". In short - people are more open these days I feel the author should look into this and do an article about it. I like Miss Shenton of course. So much so I read her articles carefully, with much considerations, whenever I had the chance. :)

Coming back to the article, I feel what she said is quite true actually. People tend to complain more without knowing why exactly is their purpose of complaining. In the case of her friend, it's just like I've mentioned - she didn't know what she want. Which was why.. she complained for hours? Sad girl.

I'm glad my friends usually come clean with me. They made it clear they just wanna complain for the sake of complaining, vent their frustrations, finish and move on. Simple as that. Either that or they truly want your advise because they are lost.

Ok, not really lost-lost. Or rather, people get blinded by the amount of choices they had they get confused between right and wrong they need bystanders to throw in some suggestions because it's undeniable that they are the ones who see the clearer picture.

Should they not fall under these categories, sadly, no one is obliged to wait for them or hear them complain.

3 hours of complain is really a killer.

Then again, maybe not. If that 3 hours is a once and for all thing and not recurring. *rolls eyes at my previous encounters*

What is 3 hours compared to 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 months?! Hah! I've come acrossed people grieving over the tiniest thing for the longer period. Evar.

Penning off with a doodle:

Love Singapore. But not feeling patriotic at all.

Happy advance national day y'all!

I like red....

But the pictures doesn't say so.

Check out the amount of pink belongings I have! Goodness I'm gonna puke at the amount of pink I'm seeing here. And I hope people stop assuming I adore this color..

Reason being why I thought of doing this entry was because I got back from lunch and placed my wallet on the desk and went =_=". Literally.

Pink water bottle.
Bought 2, mum said she don't want the pink one so I kio the leftover.

Pink cup. (Gift from the ex-manageress)

Pink wallet. Ok this one I chose it myself.
The other colors were blue and/or yellow I can't remember.

There. Just the office table alone I see so many pink items it's hard to convince people it's not my favourite. Not. My. Favourite. At. All.

It's just that, the color I fancy, red, is sometimes too wild, too overwhelming, too loud to be carried around. I used to wear red alot. From head to toe. Maybe because I thought I could carry off the color. Digress a little, I had this HORRENDOUS experience of wearing red top, red pants, red shoes, matched with red nail colors and bag.

And I thought it was cool. *facepalm*

Imagine a gigantic firecracker walking around the streets of orchard? Wah piang fashion disaster. Tsk tsk tsk. I is mad. But no leh, that time I think I very chio. xDDDD Okok don't click on the [x] to close your window.

My point is, I like red. But I don't carry alot of red stuffs. Especially I'm more.. toned down. Which is why I pick the color only for certain product. Like my nails or the organiser show below.

Look, what is next to red? Moving on with the color chart we have Orange, Pink, Purple. Orange? Yikes. Purple? Nah!! Pink? Ok deal.

Hah! See, I made do with pink because it's a safer color. My 1st preference is always red. I hope people stop relating me with pink already. :( Albeit I have lotsa of pink.

I irk Hello Kitty. I irk Melody or Twinkle stars or whatsoever Sario products.

Signing off with a pic of the poochies.

With a peek-a-boo from Johnny. Teeheehee.

I'm, spinning around~

Nyoohoo! Howdy people? Had a good weekend not?

I'm having some contant gastric since last Friday. And it doesn't seem to be going easy on me. And a bonus! I'm actually running some slight fever now. That explains the title quoted from Kylie Minogue's "Spinning Around". Dizzy.

Work up this morning feeling my most lethargic (REALLY lethargic. Not Iwanttogetmctosleep lethagic) but went on to work anyways.

This is a good sign. ^^

Random stuffs:

- RIP, Amy Winehouse.

- RIP, those affected from the Norway killing. My heartfelt condolences to all of you. And you, my reader, if you happen to know anyone from Norway, please send this stranger's love to them. TQVM.

Random, once in a blue moon confession:

- I miss Blue, Meanie, Jeanie (and Cindy who is bugging me via facebook, right now). I feel I haven't been showing them alot of concerns.. Idk if it's the "married woman" curse that is stopping me to call them as frequently but I'm taking it as a lousy excuse of mine now. As far as I'm concern, quality meetup with these people are highly necessary be it they are hitched or not. Else I'll kick their ass.

Oh wait, Meanie ping'd me last week to meet up. Oh shit. *flips calendar* Pali pali fix a date with this roly poly of mine.

- Me ♥ Kymmie. Albeit I'm always nagging and jumping at her, she remains my top hierarchy of friends. I can never not worry about her.. Sometimes I wonder if she's really coping well with her work. Not because of her work capability lah, but her very innocent mind at times simply puts me to endless worries. *shrugs* You know, society can get as bad as it gets. Then again, it gladdens me to hear she's been pacing through some quite nasty things, pretty well! I should learn to tell myself to take it easy.

- Mum's birthday coming. I'm gonna give her 4pcs x $50, 6pcs x $10 and 8 gold coins. Make the ang pao fat fat big big heavy heavy. Mummy superficial, she likes this heavy heavy big big. Like daddy. So trust me, the thought of changing $100 worth of gold coins and give her as a birthday present, crossed my mind. xDD

K, gonna bath and medicate myself and watch 醉后决定爱上你. Last episode iszit?

Skiving (as usual)

Am gonna puke from all the sourcing of quotes~ Gaaaah, boss seems to have endless ideas. Yesterday's evening meeting it felt like he has arrangments aaaall the way till 2013's xmas event already.

Just FML. Lol. I'll still laughing as a matter of fact because at least this was what I asked for - marketing. And knowing it fully this is how insane the marketing world is.

So this is why (finding excuses for me to skive) I'm here blogging again.

Anyway, I think I'm quite crazy to arrange a business appointment later at 6pm. SIX PM! Siao. Mad. Shen jing bing. Gila. Don't ask me why I did that. I myself don't know.

P.S.

- I wanna watch HP!!!

- I wanna watch T-ara Hyomin's horror!!!

Hate you people who already got the tickets. Even more if you have watched / going to watch it. Cuz lao niang haven't.

:D

K bye!

Songs that caught my ear

Amma naysayer for her whines and arrogance sometimes. But Hyuna's hot. I lurve her.

Her edgy voice, her insatiable body, the strength in her.

But I have to admit this.. this.. this song is too noisy.

I can't help but to keep lowering the volume so much so it's totally switched off.

Pretty cool and awfully long MV. Kinda like the retro cheoreography for Roly Poly.

Jump to 4:25 if you are an impatient person like me.

*wave, wave, twist*

*wave, wave, swing*

Random rantings

Woke up feeling dead grouchy this morning. It never felt enough resting and lazing at home watching telly and indulging myself with sinful munches.

Anyways, didn't realised I've chalked up so many idol dramas to watch. There's the completed "Lie to me", the ongoing "Miss Ripley", "Heartstrings", the taiwan's " 醉后决定爱上你", "我的完美男人".. not to mention I've already semi given up to Running Man, which I missed like 4-5 episodes..

Idol drama is a MUST CLEAR! Don't care.

Well digress abit, there's this ex-ex-ex classmate of mine who is flooding my facebook. With all her emo post of songs and status that are perpetually blaming others. I can't help but to wonder, why can't she see it? Sometimes, the one who is creating all the mess in one's life, is non others but oneself. You choose to create the mess or you choose to clean up the mess you created. Simple as that.

I shouldn't complain, I could've click "hide" to avoid the floods. See? No point blaming others when you can actually make a choice yourself.

P.S. My house is a durian storage now. Dad bought like, $200 worth of durians. The so-called Cat Mountain King. Again. Eat die us.

P.P.S. This week go buy 4D 3487. 全打！

Planning on something....

Teeheehee

^____^

I see my bank account growing. Slowly but surely.

Hot Summer vs Hot Winter - which do you prefer?

I love Winter.

LOVE YA solo糾葛血淚史版

Credits: 9559259700 via YT
Funny till can die. *flying kiss to Jacintha for sending me this link*

最近, 发觉自己好像偏悲观. 因为发现人家总是无比的乐观.
才发现, 是自己太悲观了.

好可怕的感觉; 自己不开心也不知道.
那要是生病了, 该怎么办?

所以,
要开心! 要乐观!

Park Jung Min JN fansign by Shewen0629 **Edited 29/6/2011**

**Edited to add**

Was telling Wen I don't know how many times I'll have to edit this entry.. Lol. Nvm, shall go as she spams.

"The sincere look he gave...."

(jinxed: I could have died if the one he's looking at was me)

"Clarifying if he got the name right? But just love this side of him. keke..."

"Rabbit Min. So cute!!! dedicated for @hirominnie43 who is having her tues blues!!"

(jinxed: FYI, if you are not sure who hiromi is, she's one of Jungmin's loyal fan from Japan. ^^)

"Like this angle but its blur....sads!!"

"How can we miss out on him pouting?"

(jinxed: Loves!!!)

It's nice to hear and know that the boys are always attentive to the fans, no? Sadly, I only hear it from this pair of sisters. I hope I can make friends with hardcore HyunSaengKyu fans to hear their sweetest sides too. ^^

P.S. It's Shewen's birthday. Have you sent her your well-wishes? :)

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Spreading some more ❤ from the pics I kiap'd via Shewen's twitpic! She appears normal to me. Soft spoken and all. But looking at her captions (yes, caption's hers, not mine) I'd think Jungmin drove her crazy.

"Looks like he's got an idea...kyaaaaa!!!"

"Got an idea to the right too. Kee ;p"

"No idea why he was so happy putting the microphone down...keke!!"

"Don't anti me. But look at him. He was so tired."

And of course, being sweet as she is, she gave me one exclusive pic of his that looked like this:

Using it as my wallie. ^^

Random happening: Whole world's talking about Hara and JunHyung.

Random fangirling that intertwines with my life philosophy

Thought I had to pen this down because it was a joy too pity not to be shared!

And so she did it. Jjun followed OnlyJun! Was told he followed the account less than 12 hours (or 14? Aiya, Bad with numbers as usual) after she setup the twitter account.

Say you are jealous.

Ok, jealous is not an appropriate word. Say you are happy for her! Because really, you cannot imagine the amount of effort she has put in all these while to get this result. Small, but significant.

But anyway, that wasn't the point. What I am trying to say is, the boys really saw their hard work and effort. If you are sincerely supporting them, they know. And fellow fans will know too. Most people are selfishly nurtured, but mankind are born kind I believe. If people think you deserve help, you will receive help and if you deserved to be thanked, you will be thanked somehow or rather. Basic logic.

Basic logic that sadly, some people don't understand. I'm glad to be able to vouch for Tom and Jerry that they belong to the appreciative ones.

And it's because of this, fans continue to support. I mean, who wants to throw in money, not ask for anything in return, and end of the day, get someone who doesn't even appreciates right? Hee. Well at least here, we get to see JM and Jun's response.

Nuff said, here's a pic I niap'd from Shewen. Heh. As usual, she share her experiences of JM's thoughtfulness which never fails to get me squeeeeealing.

This Shewen also got fair share of significant gestures from JM. Teeheehee. So cute this 2.

Sometimes, being in a large group doesn't get you anywhere.

Sometimes, being an individual gets you somewhere.

Sometimes, being loud doesn't guarantee you are heard.

Sometimes, silence is the best form of communication.

Sometimes, going to the frontline doesn't reflects your braveness.

Sometimes, being a backup diminishes your cowardly side.

:)

Abit of kukudemic stuffs:

Shifting Jjun's albums up and some other people's album down. Also checking on the shelving of DS's albums. Crazy women. (That includes me as well)

Think I better hide their identity because they are all very low profile in real.

If you know who are they then good. If you don't know.. too bad.

Random happening in my whatsapp

1) discussing to go KL or not. -_-"

2) talking abt xmm fans

3) the buddy talking abt her sibeh bo liao friend that can be very good friends with my manager. We think both of them got no friends.

(Stalking) Kim Hyung Jun 2nd fanmeet in Singapore

16/6/2011

Why is it I'm stalking Hyungjun when my bias is Jungmin ah?

*Shouts* Shewen~ wo xiang ni~

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So the day was Thursday. Where Jjun reaches Singapore. I didn't know his arrival date and time till Wednesday.

*facepalm*

Nice. Failed fangirl. Again. I've been calling myself that recently.

And to atone for my guilt as a failed fangirl...

... I fake MC.

Hey, at least I'm responsible to take only half a day's sick leave. Not the entire day ok.

So we were waiting. I reached around 1pm. His arrival was estimated to be 2:15pm. Not too many people in the beginning, but it got better towards the back. And so after some 1 hour plus of wait, our magnae finally came! As usual, the terminal was in an uproar.

Excited fangirls. But not so excited Jjun. Tired? Troubled? I don't know. Despite he took his time to walk out, accepted fan gifts

and even took pictures with some of the fans, he didn't look too chirpy. Well as least not like the 1st time he came. I felt uneasy. We felt uneasy..

It was still early, I completed my fangift, (show below, wrapped in blue) couple of days back, so I had ample time to do fanboard.

1) For @crazynoona

2) Yo, my brother

(Kekekekeke)

3) Fangift. Compilation of pics from TS all over the world.

Took me 45 minutes to do the fan board for Jjun, and 1 hour 15 minutes for @crazynoona's. -_-"

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17/6/2011

Waited outside Ink Bar. Jjun was just behind the curtains. I know, so near yet so far. And saw the host, Ah Ken. For the z-th time already, considering he's always hosting kpop events.

Not forgetting I treated him green apple. From the hotel. (Digress abit, the apple there very nice leh! I had 2. SC had 3..)

So, Yvonne, Ling, Chu, Crazynoona and I waited while some of them are rushing to complete their fan letters etc. SC was in the midst of preparing her's when Jjun walked out. So her's wasn't passed to him as yet. (But rest assure, we think Jjun saw her gift. Don't ask me why. Lol)

Anyway, was complaining some stuffs (never, never ever cross a woman) to the organiser and told her she can make us less upset if we can pass Jjun our gifts. Was then told by her that Jjun will accept any gifts. Security will not block.

The mission: Pass Jjun the ready ones.

I can never forget how Ling pushed her container and tell me: "Cal, you go give him!!!" xD

Eh wait, I forgot to steal 1 piece for myself.. tsk.

Frankly, if it's just mine, I'll probably hesitate. If I'm doing for others, I'm a lot more braver. (Looks at Jacintha and the story of me sabotaging her to Ken. :Þ)

So that was the start of my stupidity..

He stepped out. There were about 3-4 securities (or lesser? Anyway, not more than that lah), Jjun wasn't very closely guarded. The mission was gonna be easy.

Or so I thought.

I'm not BoA. He wasn't even looking at my direction for me to pass him our gifts.

I panicked.

Then I went...

*hop* Yo! My brother!

*hop* Yo! My brother!!

*hop* Yo! My brother!!!!!

(Don't laugh)

So he turned. I am not gonna deny, the smile wasn't genuine. God know what happen to our poor boy. But well he smiled all and all.

"Yo my sister..."

Me: faster faster! *gestured him the bags and bottles and letters and stuffs*

Then I...

*turn and perpetually ran away, squat down in 1 corner in shame*

No, Usain Bolt isn't fast. I am faster.

So that was funny incident 1.

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Trooped down to Suntec not long after. It would take no longer than 10 minutes from the hotel to Suntec.

Took a teeeeeny beeeet longer than usual because.. apparently.. the route.. well, blame the GPS. SC, Chu and Von's gut feelings were way better. Ling and I direction idiot. She was reading her weibo and probably telling her weiboers the earlier incident. Me, staring at the strawberry shopping bag dangling at the back.

Reached Rock Auditorium with incredulous number of bags. Picture below shows a mere fraction of it I tell you.

Goodie bags. Courtesy of Only Jun. My green band glows brightly on my table when the lights are off. How 'bout yours?

Flower stands. 1 from SgTS, 1 from Quainte, 1 from Only Jun, 1 from Ling (tgt with Christina + Angela I think), 1 from Yvonne and me.

I feel so indebted to Yvonne. She does most of the things. Very smart of her to use this picture and had it zoom big big big big, so big that our flower stand got aired in xin.msn for quite a few seconds.

Very stupid of the organiser to place the standing ovasions at the back entrance of the auditorium. How can Jjun see right? I mean, he's not even entering from the back door. Again, managed to dig some information that he saw the stands already during his rehearsal. How true it is, I don't know..

Hi 5 session

Mission: 1) Keep promoting @crazynoona, 2) Say "Yo! My brother" again so he rembrs me and 3) the ask if he has ate the piropiro cookies, 4) Ask him to cheer up, 5) Stick Only Jun sticker on his hand, 6) hi 5.

Oh my goodness oh my soul, 6 things to do within less than 5 seconds. Can meh?!!?!

Cannot. I missed out (4). But it was done later so I'm happy anyways.

Crazynoona was told to stand in between Yvonne and I, so that our fanboards arrow point the correct direction. Either way, the sequence was always Von, Crazynoona, me.

Von said something like "Crazynoona has done alot for you. Please rembr her." (Von ah, sorry if I rembr wrongly...)

Me: *Stepped forward* "Yes yes yes. Crazynoona *shows board* Daebak, daebak."

Jjun: "Crazy..Noona? O.o"

Crazynoona: "Dehhhh" (With possibly the brightest smile I've ever seen) *hi-5 with both hands and they lock fingers* and I dunno what else they said. I is nervous till want to die already*

So my turn.

*Points "Yo! My brother" fanboard*

Him: "Annyeonnnng"

Me: "Have you ate the cookies?"

*He didn't catch it*

Me: "Yo! My brother!!!"

Jjun: "Ahhhhh~ Yo my shista~~!" (Ken came and disturbed at this point of time I swear I could have kicked him)

*Raise out hand* We shook hands.

*Grabbed his hand over and pasted the sticker and pressed it 3 times so it's secure*

I didn't think I was slapping. But according to others, they heard me slapping the sticker rather than sticking it. So there I go. I slapped Hyungjun's arm. xD I hope I don't get any antis.

Other random actions:

- Yvonne, Xiaochu, Ling, Crazynoona and I shouted: "Hyungjun ah, Saranghaeyo! Him neyo!"

(Can't rembr what Jjun replied.. was it "Na do"?)

- Same group of girls, together with.. was her name Jessica? Shouted: "Crazynoona daebak!"

(But it seems like he only heard "Daebak" and prolly mistaken it as us saying he's daebak. Ok lah, Jjun you daebak also)

I'm sure you've seen the fancams. So it's not gonna be posted here. Lazy!

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Jjun was back into the hotel around 12:30am. We could have took the same lift as him but none of us knew why we didn't.. =_="

If you saw the "Exclusive footage" fancam, clearly someone asked Jjun a question. This was what happened:

Chu: Have you eaten?

Jjun: Yes I have eaten!

Ling: OH! But we haven't eaten!!

I kept laughing at her "Oh". It was.. full of emotions. LMAO.

That's funny incident 2.

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Well, remember I asked why didn't we take the same lift as Jjun? Right, we were tad stupid not to do so. But not entirely stupid - we rushed up immediately. In fact, we've already got ourselves familiar with the route of the level.

Sadly, he was already in his room. So in short, we "sent" him back to his doorstep.

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Funny incident 3 relates Xiaochu. No defamation intended but she really is very different from the translator-xiaochu we all knew. Ok, same. Only difference is, she is actually damn funny.

While settling down for our very late dinner, or dipper (dinner + supper) we should say, at about 1am, Chu suddenly came out from the bathroom and asked,

"does anyone knows how to use the shower??!!?"

Very user unfriendly - none of us knows how to operate it.

So she picked up the phone and called the operator.

*waits for a few seconds, while rest of us still struggling*

"Hello, I want to know how to use your shower."

"They put me on hold. I think the operator also dunno how to use."

Not that it is wrong. But her straightforwardness at that point of time got me laughing like mad.

I wish I recorded Ling and xiaochu's randomness. I love randomness.

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Other random stuffs:

- We were all worried Yvonne fainted inside the bathroom. Ling keeps checking on her to see if she was alive.

- Yvonne got fetish for bathtub. Or so we claimed.

- I am a "ren yao". So called transvestite. xD Proclaimed by Ling. (So if I were to call myself that, please, I'm a REAL female. The boobs so small the stomach so big I am not a transsex. xD)

- Ling uphold the spirit of "humji sisters" (reads: cowardly, timid, gutless) because she was the only 1 not stalking Jjun.

- We think of JM whenever we see houseflies. And wherever Shewen is, she kenna our nonsenses. Even if it's 5am Sg time.

- I miss Zoel.

- Jjun prolly likes his new CK underwear.

- Jjun prolly played poker with his dancers before he slept around 2.30am.

- Jjun screams alot. (lol)

- Jjun prolly had nightmare of people walking and ghost whistling.

- Jjun prolly walks with his eyes close, using shades to cover his dorkiness.

- Jjun likes starbucks.

P.S. We could have ran more than 500m within 10 minutes just to send that boy off. So be thankful of our fancams especially the departure ones! Lol.

Hyung Jun's 2nd visit to Singapore

Can't believe I'm about to fake ill so that I have the excuse to leave office and go welcome someone in the airport. 2:15pm. Whhhy must it be such timing? Tsk.

And pray hard for me the GM is being a little less meaner (he's usually mean beyond believe) and let's me go off.

But I'm half expecting him to say "since there is no 1 in the office and you are on leave tomorrow, I'd think it is not appropriate to take sick leave (I know, wtf), why don't you stay in office, take things slow, rest in office if necessary."

Yup, my colleagues, me - we experienced that before. Leave or no leave, office got people, no people - he never like anyone taking MC even if one is genuinely sick. Bah.

Anyway, that was a digress. Woman. Old. Naggy.

Gonna shove this to Magnae tomorrow:

Wish me luck! (For the airport trip I mean)

Crossroads

Many of a time, we find ourselves standing in the middle of a cross road. And we are forced to choose the path. Sometimes right, and sometimes wrong.

Some regretted, some don't. I guess the difference lies on individual, how he illustrates the painted picture.

P.S. Removed chatbox. Damn asshats can no longer spam. Try the comment box perhaps, it's moderated by yours truly, fyi.