Hot Summer vs Hot Winter - which do you prefer?

I love Winter.

LOVE YA solo糾葛血淚史版

Credits: 9559259700 via YT
Funny till can die. *flying kiss to Jacintha for sending me this link*

最近, 发觉自己好像偏悲观. 因为发现人家总是无比的乐观.
才发现, 是自己太悲观了.

好可怕的感觉; 自己不开心也不知道.
那要是生病了, 该怎么办?

所以,
要开心! 要乐观!

Park Jung Min JN fansign by Shewen0629 **Edited 29/6/2011**

**Edited to add**

Was telling Wen I don't know how many times I'll have to edit this entry.. Lol. Nvm, shall go as she spams.

"The sincere look he gave...."

(jinxed: I could have died if the one he's looking at was me)

"Clarifying if he got the name right? But just love this side of him. keke..."

"Rabbit Min. So cute!!! dedicated for @hirominnie43 who is having her tues blues!!"

(jinxed: FYI, if you are not sure who hiromi is, she's one of Jungmin's loyal fan from Japan. ^^)

"Like this angle but its blur....sads!!"

"How can we miss out on him pouting?"

(jinxed: Loves!!!)

It's nice to hear and know that the boys are always attentive to the fans, no? Sadly, I only hear it from this pair of sisters. I hope I can make friends with hardcore HyunSaengKyu fans to hear their sweetest sides too. ^^

P.S. It's Shewen's birthday. Have you sent her your well-wishes? :)

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Spreading some more ❤ from the pics I kiap'd via Shewen's twitpic! She appears normal to me. Soft spoken and all. But looking at her captions (yes, caption's hers, not mine) I'd think Jungmin drove her crazy.

"Looks like he's got an idea...kyaaaaa!!!"

"Got an idea to the right too. Kee ;p"

"No idea why he was so happy putting the microphone down...keke!!"

"Don't anti me. But look at him. He was so tired."

And of course, being sweet as she is, she gave me one exclusive pic of his that looked like this:

Using it as my wallie. ^^

Random happening: Whole world's talking about Hara and JunHyung.

Random fangirling that intertwines with my life philosophy

Thought I had to pen this down because it was a joy too pity not to be shared!

And so she did it. Jjun followed OnlyJun! Was told he followed the account less than 12 hours (or 14? Aiya, Bad with numbers as usual) after she setup the twitter account.

Say you are jealous.

Ok, jealous is not an appropriate word. Say you are happy for her! Because really, you cannot imagine the amount of effort she has put in all these while to get this result. Small, but significant.

But anyway, that wasn't the point. What I am trying to say is, the boys really saw their hard work and effort. If you are sincerely supporting them, they know. And fellow fans will know too. Most people are selfishly nurtured, but mankind are born kind I believe. If people think you deserve help, you will receive help and if you deserved to be thanked, you will be thanked somehow or rather. Basic logic.

Basic logic that sadly, some people don't understand. I'm glad to be able to vouch for Tom and Jerry that they belong to the appreciative ones.

And it's because of this, fans continue to support. I mean, who wants to throw in money, not ask for anything in return, and end of the day, get someone who doesn't even appreciates right? Hee. Well at least here, we get to see JM and Jun's response.

Nuff said, here's a pic I niap'd from Shewen. Heh. As usual, she share her experiences of JM's thoughtfulness which never fails to get me squeeeeealing.

This Shewen also got fair share of significant gestures from JM. Teeheehee. So cute this 2.

Sometimes, being in a large group doesn't get you anywhere.

Sometimes, being an individual gets you somewhere.

Sometimes, being loud doesn't guarantee you are heard.

Sometimes, silence is the best form of communication.

Sometimes, going to the frontline doesn't reflects your braveness.

Sometimes, being a backup diminishes your cowardly side.

:)

Abit of kukudemic stuffs:

Shifting Jjun's albums up and some other people's album down. Also checking on the shelving of DS's albums. Crazy women. (That includes me as well)

Think I better hide their identity because they are all very low profile in real.

If you know who are they then good. If you don't know.. too bad.

Random happening in my whatsapp

1) discussing to go KL or not. -_-"

2) talking abt xmm fans

3) the buddy talking abt her sibeh bo liao friend that can be very good friends with my manager. We think both of them got no friends.

(Stalking) Kim Hyung Jun 2nd fanmeet in Singapore

16/6/2011

Why is it I'm stalking Hyungjun when my bias is Jungmin ah?

*Shouts* Shewen~ wo xiang ni~

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So the day was Thursday. Where Jjun reaches Singapore. I didn't know his arrival date and time till Wednesday.

*facepalm*

Nice. Failed fangirl. Again. I've been calling myself that recently.

And to atone for my guilt as a failed fangirl...

... I fake MC.

Hey, at least I'm responsible to take only half a day's sick leave. Not the entire day ok.

So we were waiting. I reached around 1pm. His arrival was estimated to be 2:15pm. Not too many people in the beginning, but it got better towards the back. And so after some 1 hour plus of wait, our magnae finally came! As usual, the terminal was in an uproar.

Excited fangirls. But not so excited Jjun. Tired? Troubled? I don't know. Despite he took his time to walk out, accepted fan gifts

and even took pictures with some of the fans, he didn't look too chirpy. Well as least not like the 1st time he came. I felt uneasy. We felt uneasy..

It was still early, I completed my fangift, (show below, wrapped in blue) couple of days back, so I had ample time to do fanboard.

1) For @crazynoona

2) Yo, my brother

(Kekekekeke)

3) Fangift. Compilation of pics from TS all over the world.

Took me 45 minutes to do the fan board for Jjun, and 1 hour 15 minutes for @crazynoona's. -_-"

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17/6/2011

Waited outside Ink Bar. Jjun was just behind the curtains. I know, so near yet so far. And saw the host, Ah Ken. For the z-th time already, considering he's always hosting kpop events.

Not forgetting I treated him green apple. From the hotel. (Digress abit, the apple there very nice leh! I had 2. SC had 3..)

So, Yvonne, Ling, Chu, Crazynoona and I waited while some of them are rushing to complete their fan letters etc. SC was in the midst of preparing her's when Jjun walked out. So her's wasn't passed to him as yet. (But rest assure, we think Jjun saw her gift. Don't ask me why. Lol)

Anyway, was complaining some stuffs (never, never ever cross a woman) to the organiser and told her she can make us less upset if we can pass Jjun our gifts. Was then told by her that Jjun will accept any gifts. Security will not block.

The mission: Pass Jjun the ready ones.

I can never forget how Ling pushed her container and tell me: "Cal, you go give him!!!" xD

Eh wait, I forgot to steal 1 piece for myself.. tsk.

Frankly, if it's just mine, I'll probably hesitate. If I'm doing for others, I'm a lot more braver. (Looks at Jacintha and the story of me sabotaging her to Ken. :Þ)

So that was the start of my stupidity..

He stepped out. There were about 3-4 securities (or lesser? Anyway, not more than that lah), Jjun wasn't very closely guarded. The mission was gonna be easy.

Or so I thought.

I'm not BoA. He wasn't even looking at my direction for me to pass him our gifts.

I panicked.

Then I went...

*hop* Yo! My brother!

*hop* Yo! My brother!!

*hop* Yo! My brother!!!!!

(Don't laugh)

So he turned. I am not gonna deny, the smile wasn't genuine. God know what happen to our poor boy. But well he smiled all and all.

"Yo my sister..."

Me: faster faster! *gestured him the bags and bottles and letters and stuffs*

Then I...

*turn and perpetually ran away, squat down in 1 corner in shame*

No, Usain Bolt isn't fast. I am faster.

So that was funny incident 1.

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Trooped down to Suntec not long after. It would take no longer than 10 minutes from the hotel to Suntec.

Took a teeeeeny beeeet longer than usual because.. apparently.. the route.. well, blame the GPS. SC, Chu and Von's gut feelings were way better. Ling and I direction idiot. She was reading her weibo and probably telling her weiboers the earlier incident. Me, staring at the strawberry shopping bag dangling at the back.

Reached Rock Auditorium with incredulous number of bags. Picture below shows a mere fraction of it I tell you.

Goodie bags. Courtesy of Only Jun. My green band glows brightly on my table when the lights are off. How 'bout yours?

Flower stands. 1 from SgTS, 1 from Quainte, 1 from Only Jun, 1 from Ling (tgt with Christina + Angela I think), 1 from Yvonne and me.

I feel so indebted to Yvonne. She does most of the things. Very smart of her to use this picture and had it zoom big big big big, so big that our flower stand got aired in xin.msn for quite a few seconds.

Very stupid of the organiser to place the standing ovasions at the back entrance of the auditorium. How can Jjun see right? I mean, he's not even entering from the back door. Again, managed to dig some information that he saw the stands already during his rehearsal. How true it is, I don't know..

Hi 5 session

Mission: 1) Keep promoting @crazynoona, 2) Say "Yo! My brother" again so he rembrs me and 3) the ask if he has ate the piropiro cookies, 4) Ask him to cheer up, 5) Stick Only Jun sticker on his hand, 6) hi 5.

Oh my goodness oh my soul, 6 things to do within less than 5 seconds. Can meh?!!?!

Cannot. I missed out (4). But it was done later so I'm happy anyways.

Crazynoona was told to stand in between Yvonne and I, so that our fanboards arrow point the correct direction. Either way, the sequence was always Von, Crazynoona, me.

Von said something like "Crazynoona has done alot for you. Please rembr her." (Von ah, sorry if I rembr wrongly...)

Me: *Stepped forward* "Yes yes yes. Crazynoona *shows board* Daebak, daebak."

Jjun: "Crazy..Noona? O.o"

Crazynoona: "Dehhhh" (With possibly the brightest smile I've ever seen) *hi-5 with both hands and they lock fingers* and I dunno what else they said. I is nervous till want to die already*

So my turn.

*Points "Yo! My brother" fanboard*

Him: "Annyeonnnng"

Me: "Have you ate the cookies?"

*He didn't catch it*

Me: "Yo! My brother!!!"

Jjun: "Ahhhhh~ Yo my shista~~!" (Ken came and disturbed at this point of time I swear I could have kicked him)

*Raise out hand* We shook hands.

*Grabbed his hand over and pasted the sticker and pressed it 3 times so it's secure*

I didn't think I was slapping. But according to others, they heard me slapping the sticker rather than sticking it. So there I go. I slapped Hyungjun's arm. xD I hope I don't get any antis.

Other random actions:

- Yvonne, Xiaochu, Ling, Crazynoona and I shouted: "Hyungjun ah, Saranghaeyo! Him neyo!"

(Can't rembr what Jjun replied.. was it "Na do"?)

- Same group of girls, together with.. was her name Jessica? Shouted: "Crazynoona daebak!"

(But it seems like he only heard "Daebak" and prolly mistaken it as us saying he's daebak. Ok lah, Jjun you daebak also)

I'm sure you've seen the fancams. So it's not gonna be posted here. Lazy!

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Jjun was back into the hotel around 12:30am. We could have took the same lift as him but none of us knew why we didn't.. =_="

If you saw the "Exclusive footage" fancam, clearly someone asked Jjun a question. This was what happened:

Chu: Have you eaten?

Jjun: Yes I have eaten!

Ling: OH! But we haven't eaten!!

I kept laughing at her "Oh". It was.. full of emotions. LMAO.

That's funny incident 2.

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Well, remember I asked why didn't we take the same lift as Jjun? Right, we were tad stupid not to do so. But not entirely stupid - we rushed up immediately. In fact, we've already got ourselves familiar with the route of the level.

Sadly, he was already in his room. So in short, we "sent" him back to his doorstep.

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Funny incident 3 relates Xiaochu. No defamation intended but she really is very different from the translator-xiaochu we all knew. Ok, same. Only difference is, she is actually damn funny.

While settling down for our very late dinner, or dipper (dinner + supper) we should say, at about 1am, Chu suddenly came out from the bathroom and asked,

"does anyone knows how to use the shower??!!?"

Very user unfriendly - none of us knows how to operate it.

So she picked up the phone and called the operator.

*waits for a few seconds, while rest of us still struggling*

"Hello, I want to know how to use your shower."

"They put me on hold. I think the operator also dunno how to use."

Not that it is wrong. But her straightforwardness at that point of time got me laughing like mad.

I wish I recorded Ling and xiaochu's randomness. I love randomness.

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Other random stuffs:

- We were all worried Yvonne fainted inside the bathroom. Ling keeps checking on her to see if she was alive.

- Yvonne got fetish for bathtub. Or so we claimed.

- I am a "ren yao". So called transvestite. xD Proclaimed by Ling. (So if I were to call myself that, please, I'm a REAL female. The boobs so small the stomach so big I am not a transsex. xD)

- Ling uphold the spirit of "humji sisters" (reads: cowardly, timid, gutless) because she was the only 1 not stalking Jjun.

- We think of JM whenever we see houseflies. And wherever Shewen is, she kenna our nonsenses. Even if it's 5am Sg time.

- I miss Zoel.

- Jjun prolly likes his new CK underwear.

- Jjun prolly played poker with his dancers before he slept around 2.30am.

- Jjun screams alot. (lol)

- Jjun prolly had nightmare of people walking and ghost whistling.

- Jjun prolly walks with his eyes close, using shades to cover his dorkiness.

- Jjun likes starbucks.

P.S. We could have ran more than 500m within 10 minutes just to send that boy off. So be thankful of our fancams especially the departure ones! Lol.

Hyung Jun's 2nd visit to Singapore

Can't believe I'm about to fake ill so that I have the excuse to leave office and go welcome someone in the airport. 2:15pm. Whhhy must it be such timing? Tsk.

And pray hard for me the GM is being a little less meaner (he's usually mean beyond believe) and let's me go off.

But I'm half expecting him to say "since there is no 1 in the office and you are on leave tomorrow, I'd think it is not appropriate to take sick leave (I know, wtf), why don't you stay in office, take things slow, rest in office if necessary."

Yup, my colleagues, me - we experienced that before. Leave or no leave, office got people, no people - he never like anyone taking MC even if one is genuinely sick. Bah.

Anyway, that was a digress. Woman. Old. Naggy.

Gonna shove this to Magnae tomorrow:

Wish me luck! (For the airport trip I mean)

Crossroads

Many of a time, we find ourselves standing in the middle of a cross road. And we are forced to choose the path. Sometimes right, and sometimes wrong.

Some regretted, some don't. I guess the difference lies on individual, how he illustrates the painted picture.

P.S. Removed chatbox. Damn asshats can no longer spam. Try the comment box perhaps, it's moderated by yours truly, fyi.

Smile, and the whole world smile with you

:)

Gone, but still around

Yo my sistas! Howdy? Miss me not?

Been refraining myself to do the explanation why I quit twitter because I don't see a need to. :) But if you happen to come across anyone in twitter, and (to my honour) is looking for me, please let 'em I'm eating and living well in Mars, not twitterverse. Cool? Well I mean, IF anyone is looking for me lah. I know there are. LOL. Confident some of the very stressed-up chingoos miss my sometimes very nonsensical tweets that somehow makes them laugh which is something I'm very proud of.

SS501's trending session from what I see, had been going very well! *elated* Even better than those previous ones I organised. Wah speaking of ashame. I ought to repent! Which was why I left..

Ok that was a joke. xD

Thank you ah @DS501fanpage! Ok lemme recall all the admins' names without any help - they are Angelia, Bizhen, Jiaying, Racheal and Tzeyin. 5 awesome girls.

'nuff of that. Reason why I drop by here is to say hi and send some misses. I've been kept updated with SS's infos via mobile and facebook, albeit not as fast as compared to those days I'm in twitter, still I'm a contented girl.

Ok, bye. ^^

P.S. Chatbox got spammed by shit people.

Trending tips *revised* !!

There's gonna be abit of repetiton against my previous one in this post so pardon me. On top of that, I'll be clearing more fundamental queries for the benefits of newly joined tweeps.

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Trending Q&A

1) What is a trending topic?

Ans: You may wish to read Twitter's version here.

Or, in layman terms, it means "what people are talking about now" or "the hot-topic of the moment". This is where you can view what are the current trending topics:

Q2) How are the "hashtags (#)" aka trending topics formed/decided/created?

Ans: For most global ones, Twitter probably has a solution to trace the keyword thus I'd say "it's created automatically".

In most fandoms, tags aka trending topics are usually created intentionally. And the fandom I'm in, it's usually decided by the entire twitter community. Tweeps submit their tags aka trending topic. Subsequently, a poll will be conducted thereby the tag with the highest votes naturally becomes the trending topic.

Q3) Why do I see some topics with hashtag (#)? Is it a must to use hashtag?

Ans: It is not a must to use hashtag. Reason being why hashtag is used because the website that allows us to check a particular tag's statistics, requires a hashtag.

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Trending Rules

Read rules 1 to 6 here: http://vanity-heals.blogspot.com/2010/11/trending-tips.html

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Trending facts

i) A topic does not trend even if you tweet more frequently. Rather than the number of tweets, it's the amount of people tweeting the topic that matters.

I'm not sure how to make it clearer, so I'm gonna come up with an equation. Hopefully it helps:

5 persons x 1,000 tweets = 5,000 tweets → will NOT trend

10 persons x 500 tweets = 5,000 tweets → will NOT trend

100 persons x 50 tweets = 5,000 tweets → will trend

Well of course, I'm not saying with 5,000 tweets, our tag will trend.

Probably works couple of years back when twitter trending wasn't as popular as now.

See, as more people joins Twitter, the benchmark for a topic to trend increases too. For instance, it used to take (e.g.) 10,000 tweets and 3,000 contributors for a tag to trend. As time passes, more people are in Twitter to talk about a topic which probably brings up the benchmark of (again, e.g.):

50,000 tweets and 5,000 contributors for a tag to trend.

I hate to say it. But with that, our little fandom (albeit growing!) is way too small to reach that kind of volum. Therefore, the idea of us getting our tag to trend worldwide is getting tad far-fetched. Lest to say, get the 1st spot?

Which is why, it gets tougher for our topic to trend.

Again, the probable solution I can give is - to get more people. Yes, I believe we have tried all our mights to gather more people in. Let's just get our fingers crossed and try our best to make our tags trend..

ii) Face the fact, a deliberate topic is much more tougher to trend in comparison to a natural one. Think about #prayforjapan, think blockbuster movies like Transformer 5 or Harry Potter.. 27. (I'm trying to be funny, can't you see?) Such topics are more likely to be discussed by people around the world.

It's like 501,000 TripleS versus the rest of the population on earth. We, are a meagre bunch of girls trying to smoke our through with the loopholes of twitter. Amen!

What I'm trying to say is, let's not get disappointed (I admit, I DO get disappointed) not getting our tag a worldwide topic.

Unless we could get ALL the TripleS into twitter. Which is unlikely lah. ^^

Well, it's the thought that counts, ne? ^^

Fighting!

All about Park Jung Min [Not Alone]

Park Jung Min solo album [Not Alone] necessary informations here starting from 20/01/2011. For the convenience for those who are equally obsessed with Jungmin. Teeheehee.

(Will edit this entry if there's any new ones)

*Latest*
Video update as of 23/1/2011
Twitter updated of 21/1/2011

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Download [Not Alone] ringtones here! Cr: @Yen4KHJ via twitter

For MP3 formats of all 3 ringtones, simply leave me your email address via "Comment" and I'll email you at my soonest.

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Videos

[Not Alone] MV in HD (official release: KST12am, 20/01/2011)

Credits: keitawingsmin via Youtube

[20/01/2011] Jung Min M!CountDown

Credits: keitawingsmin via Youtube

[fancam] 20/01/2011 Jung Min M!CountDown - Not Alone

Credits: ts501hk via Youtube
Credits: Mabel

Note: pp2mba says: ( from twitter.com/TripleSThailand) At the end of the vid, Jungmin said, "handsome? I was born to be."

Note note: Check out 2:16, Jungmin looks damn adorable!

[21/01/2011] SS501 Park Jung Min - Do You Know + Not Alone KBS MUSIC BANK

Credits: 4everKPOPgirl01 via Youtube

Lousy stagey. If you ask me.

[22/01/2011] Music Core Park Jung Min ComeBack Stage - Not Alone

Credits: kbank1004 via Youtube

Jungmin in white! Now I know why Jacintha says "Very distracting". Lol

[FanCam] 22/01/2011 Hyung Jun give BOBO to Jung Min @ 'Not Alone' Fan Meet

Credits: Hyunderella via Youtube

FM vids omitted. Am incuding this playful kiss 'cause it's just too cute! Tom & Jerry love! ^^

[110123] Inkigayo - Park Jung Min - Not Alone

Credits: kpopbisu via Youtube, @501wangja via twitter

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Lyrics

[Not Alone]

Credits: @gobblepop @shewen0629 @xiaochu1004 & @Quainte501 via twitter

(Special thanks to @tingxy via twitter for informing!)


(Original)

Composed & Arranged by 신사동호랭이 / Lyrics by 박정민 & 신사동호랭이

지쳐가는 니 눈빛이 자꾸 나를 놓으려고 해
숨 이차 니 모습을 볼 수도 붙잡을 수 없어

지쳐 stop stop stop 이젠 더
모든걸 step step step 벗어나
돌이킬 수 가 없다고 끝이라며 또 울지만

so I can believe I'm not alone
이젠 not alone 더는 슬프지 않게
and I can feel it I'm not alone
절대 not alone 다신 힘들지 않게

이젠 다신 down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
시간이 더 흘러도 I'm not alone
너 하나 때문에 I can believe

갈수록 니 기억이 날 붙잡아
싫어도 여전히 그 흔적에 살아

점점 stop stop stop 시간이
다시 또 step step step 벗어나
돌아갈 수 가 없다고 끝이라며 또 울지만

so I can believe I'm not alone
이젠 not alone 더는 슬프지 않게
and I can feel it I'm not alone
절대 not alone 다신 힘들지 않게

이젠 다신 down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
시간이 더 흘러도 I'm not alone
너 하나 때문에 I can believe

숨을 쉴 수 조차 없는 어두운 이 밤도
다시는 두렵지 않아 너 때문에

so I can believe I'm not alone
이젠 not alone 다시 돌릴 수 있게
and I can feel it I'm not alone
절대 not alone 다신 힘들지 않게

이젠 다신 down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
모든게 무너져도 I'm not alone
너 하나로 충분해 I'm not alone
you’re not alone

[End]


(Romanised by gobblepop@twitter.com)

Composed & Arranged by Shinsadong Horaengi / Lyrics by Park Jung Min & Shinsadong Horaengi

Jichyeoganeun ni nunbichi jaggu nareul noheuryeogo hae
sum icha ni moseubeul bols udo butjapeul su oebseo

Jichyeo stop stop stop ijen deo
Modeungeol step step step beoseona
dolikil su ga eobdago ggeutiramyeo ddo uljiman

so I can believe I'm not alone
ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anhge
and I can feel it I'm not alone
jeoldae not alone dashin himdeulji anhge

ijen dashin down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
shigani deo heulreodo I'm not alone
neo hana ddaemune I can believe

galsurok ni kioki nal butjaba
shilheodo yeojeonhi gey heungeoke sara

jeom jeom stop stop stop shigani
dashi ddo step step step beoseona
dolagal su ga eobtdago ggeutiramyeo ddo uljiman

so I can believe I'm not alone
ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anhge
and I can feel it I'm not alone
jeoldae not alone dashin himdeulji anhge

ijen dashin down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
shigani deo heulreodo I'm not alone
neo hana ddaemune I can believe

sumeul swil su jocha eobtneun eodu-un i bamdo
dashineun duryeopji anha neo ddaemune

so I can believe I'm not alone
ijen not alone deoneun seulpeuji anhge
and I can feel it I'm not alone
jeoldae not alone dashin himdeulji anhge

ijen dashin down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
modeunge muneojyeodo I'm not alone
neo hanaro chungbunhae I'm not alone
you’re not alone

[End]


(Translated by @shewen0629, edited by @xiaochu1004)

That tired expression in your eyes always remain in me
Other than your breathe, I can't see your image and too can't make you stay

More exhausted now stop stop stop
Get out of everything step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I'm not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore
and I can feel it I'm not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I'm not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

As time passes by, memories of you still remain..
Still living within that traces even if I hate it

Time gradually stop stop stop
Get out again step step step
There is no return even though ending it will cause tears

so I can believe I'm not alone
Not alone now, not sad anymore
and I can feel it I'm not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if more time passes by, I'm not alone
Because of you alone I can believe.

Cannot even breathe in this gloomy night
Again I'm not afraid because of you

so I can believe I'm not alone
Not alone now, able to return again
and I can feel it I'm not alone
Definitely not alone, never be exhausted again

Now never again down down down down no! no! no! no!
down down down down no! no! no! no!
Even if everything collapses I'm not alone
Just you alone is enough I'm not alone.
You're not alone

[End]

[Do you know]

Credits: @gobblepop @shewen0629 @xiaochu1004 & @Quainte501 via twitter

(Special thanks to @tingxy via twitter for informing!)

(Original)

넌 알고 있니?

Composed & Arranged by 신사동호랭이 / Lyrics by 박정민

참 오랜만 이야 잘 지냈던 거니? 무슨 일 없었니?
다 알고 있지만, 더 묻지 않을께. 너라서 충분해

멀어진 후에야 더 알게 됐던 걸, 너의 소중함을 다신 잃지 않아.

네게 화를 냈던 것도, 또 투정부린 것도, 다 너라서 할 수 있던 걸.
가끔씩 심한 말도 하고, 또 눈물짓게 하고, 다 너라서 할 수 있던 걸

넌 알고 있니? 알고 있니?
넌 알고 있니? 나에게 넌 특별한 사람

잘 지냈단 말도 보고 싶단 말도 더 하지 않을께.
기다렸단 말에 우리 둘 사이가 더 멀어질 듯 해

널 만난 후에야 나 알게 됐는걸 너의 소중함을 다신 잃지 않아

네게 화를 냈던 것도, 또 투정부린 것도, 다 너라서 할 수 있던 걸.
가끔씩 심한 말도 하고, 또 눈물짓게 하고, 다 너라서 할 수 있던 걸

니가 화를 냈던 것도, 또 투정부린 것도, 다 나라서 할 수 있던 걸
가끔씩 심한 말을 하고, 또 눈물짓게 하고, 다 나라서 할 수 있던걸

넌 알고 있니? 알고 있니?
넌 알고 있니? 나에게 넌 특별한 사람

[End]

(Romanised by gobblepop@twitter.com)

Composed & Arranged by Shinsadong Horaengi / Lyrics by Park Jung Min

Cham oraeman iya jal jinaettdeon geoni? Museun il oeobseottni?
da algo ittjiman, deo mutji anheulgge. Neoraseo chungbunhae

Meoleojin hueya deo alge dwaettdeongeol, neoui sojunghameul dashin ilhji anha.

Nege hwareul geotdo, ddo tujeongburin geotdo, da neoraseo hal su ittdeon geol.
gakkeumssik shimhan maldo hago, ddo nunmuljitge hago, da neoraseo hal su ittdeon geol

Neon algo ittni? Algo ittni?
neon algo ittni? Na-ege neon teukbyeolhan saram

Jal jinaettdan maldo bogo shipdan maldo deo haji anheulgge.
gidaryeottdan mal-e uri dul saiga deo meoreojil deut hae

Neol mannan hueya na alge dwaettdeongeol, neoui sojunghameul dashin ilhji anha.

Nege hwareul geotdo, ddo tujeongburin geotdo, da neoraseo hal su ittdeon geol.
gakkeumssik shimhan maldo hago, ddo nunmuljitge hago, da neoraseo hal su ittdeon geol

Niga hwareul naettdeon geotdo, ddo tujeongburin geotdo, da naraseo hal su ittdeon geol.
gakkeumssik shimhan mareul hago, ddo nunmuljitge hago, da naraseo hal su ittdeon geol

Neon algo ittni? Algo ittni?
neon algo ittni? Na-ege neon teukbyeolhan saram

[End]


(Translated by @shewen0629, edited by @xiaochu1004)

It's been a while how have you been? Nothing special happen right?
Even though I know them all, I will not ask further. Just having you is enough.

Only after drifting apart that I came to know more, never want to lose your preciousness again.

Your flaring up in anger, and even the unreasonable complains, I can tolerate all because it is you
Your harsh words at times, and your tears, I can tolerate all because it is you

Do you know? Do you know?
Do you know? To me, you are such a special person.

Saying I am doing well, and saying I miss you, I can't do it anymore
Saying that I have waited, seems like we are drifting apart even more

Only after drifting apart that I came to know more, never want to lose your preciousness again.

Your flaring up in anger, and even the unreasonable complains, I can tolerate all because it is you
Your harsh words at times, and your tears, I can tolerate all because it is you

Your flaring up in anger, and even the unreasonable complains, I can tolerate all because it is you
Your harsh words at times, and your tears, I can tolerate all because it is you

Do you know? Do you know?
Do you know? To me, you are such a special person.

[End]

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Fanchant

[Not Alone]

Credits: http://planethyun.blogspot.com/

Credit: 도리도리 @ SS601 + (English translation + Romanization for fan chant) Please repost with full credit

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Composed & Arranged by 신사동호랭이 / Lyrics by 박정민 & 신사동호랭이

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박정민 - Not Alone

[바이올린소리 커지는데 부터]

[*박.정.민 낫.얼.론 솔.로.데.뷔.대~박~ 박.정.민 낫.얼.론 넌.혼.자.가.아.니.야*]
[*Bak.Jeong.Min. nat.eol.ron sol.ro.de.bwi.Dae~Bak~ Bak.Jeong.Min. nat.eol.ron neon.hon.ja.ka.a.ni.ya*]

[*Park JungMin Not Alone solo debut daebak (big win)~ Park JungMin Not Alone You are not alone*]

지쳐가는 니 눈빛이 자꾸 나를 놓으려고 해
숨 이차 니 모습을 볼 수도 붙잡을 수 없어

※스탑!스탑!스탑! 더 크고 멋지게 해주세요~!

지쳐 [*stop stop stop*] 이젠 더
모든걸 [*step step step*] 벗어나
돌이킬 수 가 없다고 끝이라며 또 울지만

일당백 함성

so I can believe I'm [*not alone]
이젠 [*not alone*] 더는 슬프지 않게
and I can feel it I'm [*not alone]
절대 [*not alone] 다신 힘들지 않게

※평소보다 더 박력있게 해주세요 노 ! 노! 노! 노! 이런 느낌나도록

이젠 다신 down down down down [*no! no! no! no!*]
down down down down [*no! no! no! no!*]
시간이 더 흘러도 I'm not alone
너 하나 때문에 I can believe

갈수록 니 기억이 날 붙잡아
싫어도 여전히 그 흔적에 살아

점점 [*stop stop stop*] 시간이
다시 또 [*step step step*] 벗어나
돌아갈 수 가 없다고 끝이라며 또 울지만

so I can believe I'm [*not alone]
이젠 [*not alone] 더는 슬프지 않게
and I can feel it I'm [*not alone]
절대 [*not alone] 다신 힘들지 않게

이젠 다신 down down down down [*no! no! no! no!*]
down down down down [*no! no! no! no!*]
시간이 더 흘러도 I'm not alone
너 하나 때문에 I can believe

숨을 쉴 수 조차 없는 어두운 이 밤도
다시는 두렵지 않아 너 때문에

so I can believe I'm [*not alone]
이젠 [*not alone] 다시 돌릴 수 있게
and I can feel it I'm [*not alone]
절대 [*not alone] 다신 힘들지 않게

이젠 다신 down down down down [*no! no! no! no!*]
down down down down [*no! no! no! no!*]
모든게 무너져도 I'm not alone
너 하나로 충분해 I'm not alone
you’re not alone

[*더.블.에.스.오.공.일. 박.정.민. 낫.얼.론*]
[*deo.beul.ye.seu.o.gong.il. Bak.Jeong.Min nat.eol.ron*]
[*SS501 Park JungMin Not Alone*]

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Twitter

Trending session: #501PJMnotalone
Date: 20/01/2011
Time: KST9pm to 11pm

✓Highest ranking Worldwide: #2 (http://yfrog.com/h8g8jp)

✓Highest ranking Singapore: #3 (http://yfrog.com/gzjsvp)

✓Highest ranking Indonesia: #2 (http://yfrog.com/gzzjd3j) (Thanks to @colorfullshine via Twitter!)

✓Highest ranking Vietnam: #2 (someone tweeted me that, but I lost it. Lemme know if you have the screencap!)

Tag "Jungmin" unarranged, trended and got into TT list!
Date: 21/01/2011
Time: KST8pm

✓Highest ranking Singapore: #6 (http://twitpic.com/3rz8cs) (Thanks to @jacinthoriya dear via Twitter for screencap and informing! I was still working when it trends.. ^^)

SS501 is so good it needs a replica

"Imitation is the highest form of flattery".

Well before I start, lemme thank the girls for informing me the news (you know who you are. :) ) while I'm sick and stranded in Phuket with absolutely no internet connection in the hotel I'm staying.

Am already couple of day late but yeah, I'm gonna pen my thoughts.


Question: DSP and their frivolous idea of forming another boyband named "SS502"?

Insane as it seems. No wonder so many TripleS are upset.

Again, I always have my own set of opinions. Sure. DSP is most crazy with this idea of forming SS501 number 2. But SS501 WILL BE SS501. The original is always the original. Like you know, how the most popular celebrities have their wax figurine landed in Madam Tussauds. It's an honour you know?

I know I know, it's normal for us to feel affected with a replica of.. hey wait, replica? I don't think I should even call them replica. Prolly "Grade B". But replica is a nicer word lah huh...

I wonder what will SS502 (assuming DSP really do it) fanclub be named? Either way I'd think it tickles me.

Now if you ask me, I don't think DSP will execute this.

Even if they do, honestly, do you think it'll affect SS501 in any ways? The usual tripleS will laugh at the idea of a replica, let alone join them.

And for those who joins SS502, they'll prolly be new kids. And guess what, then we can stand up and proud to tell them "hey, did you know how your idols get their name? It's from our idols." ^^ Not to sound angsty or snobbish in any ways, but thinking that another boy band origins from OUR boys - simply makes me happy. No?

Peace sweethearts, peace. Even if DSP comes up with Double Heirs Five Oh One or SSS01 or whatever nearer terms they can think of, think - will it affect our boys?

Well if anyone were to answer "yes", then here's my reply:

So, I call out to the TripleS - be calm. We've been through more than enough hurdles to overcome this. If the replica gets strong, we'll get even stronger. If they are good, we'll be better.

Ending 2010 with Park Jung Min and some vids

Working. ½ day. Alright, not entirely working albeit physically here. Everyone's in the mood to ditch 2010 away and wave Hi to 2011.

So is Jinxed. I can't possibly be absent for any mischieves right? Hiak hiak hiak.

@Saz33na from twitter sent me this GIF file which got me squealing like mad.

Off note, when I was uploading this to photobucket (which I abandoned for the longest time), I realised I actually had 7 pages of SS501 related images. For the record, I upload images to Photobucket for the sake of blogging only..

Well, 7 pages is not alot actually. But it's quite a surprising amount for me. Afterall I do not deem myself as a fan of anyone for the past 25 years.


Ah, digress again. Here's some I got from facebook. Credit as tagged.

@lamerhui tagged me this in facebook. Smexy.

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Some flashbacks for 2010. Singapore was infested with kpop celebrities. Probably the peak of the hallyu wave. Definitely gonna tremored through 2011.

Thanks to the hallyu wave attacking Singapore, I got to see... CNBlue. The very cheeky Yonghwa with his member Jonghyun, Minhyuk and alas, my favourite Jungshin chingoo.

Then it was an insane amount of kpop celebrities visiting us. So much so I can't remember. Nor can I be bothered. xD

Till he came.

Very very very exciting experience because the whole world knows I'm into SS501. Period.

Then came the leader. Woah.

For some, it's easy to see the boys. For us, it was an exclusivity. For others, they are still waiting for their chance to see them.

I feel them. Really. Of wanting so much, so eager to meet the boys yet it never seemed too possible because of where they lived. Which is why I tried means and ways to share the experience with them be it fancam or live tweets.

May not be adequate, still I hope to do something for my friends living far away. Especially when I know we share the same interest.

Anyhoos, with much contemplation, I went to the airport to welcome....

Him.

Smacking clear fancam of mine. Tsk tsk tsk. I wish I did the same for DoubleHJ too.

Wonder who's next.

And so, here's me ending the year with this post. Happy 2011 lovelies!

of Cal, Jungmin and Blingz

Nothing new. Just that the boss is away, so I'm here to pen some stuffs down! Off note, I received a comment thanking me for sharing the lyrics from SS501's Rebirth album. I.e. New TripleS! ^^ Am happy the fandom is still increasing!

Huuuuge smooch for the new TS! Yay! Despite I myself is pretty new a fangirl too.

Anywayhoos, here's what I've been working on. Day and Night. Been dedicating at least an hour (otherwise, more) daily to do this. *admires my own art*

The completed Park!

Now I'm left with J,u,n,g,m,i,n to blingz. And the other letters. And the background. Lord, kill me. The crystals are soooo tiny I'd very much require a magnifying glass.

Then again, I feel like keeping the board for myself. Lol.

Teeheehee, saw this "86" grey hoodie on the rack and grabbed it without much hesitatation. 15 bucks. Cheap. Comfy somemore. Good for rainy days when you wanna snuggle and wrap yourself round inside your blanket.

Right. Ending this abruptly with a smoking hawt picture of Jungmin. Wooo I lurve, lurve, lurve, lurve him to bits bits bits bits bits.

Killer.

How TripleS am I?

Someone once asked me, "how TripleS are you?"

Interesting. I mean, how to justify how TripleS is a TripleS? By knowing every single songs from all their albums? By remembering the lyrics backward forth? By spending a bomb on their mechandise and events? Through the count of posters and CDs? All those play a part no doubt. Me? I feel, it's not quantifiable.

Well, for what I know, we all love....

Them!

(with my bias looking awesomely cute *kisses the monitor*)

So, how to justify that you are a true blue (or green?) TripleS?

There's no right or wrong answer. Everyone has got his or her different addiction and syndromes. Here's mine:

1) I start buying green. It was merely a year back when I irk the sight of green.

2) I'm hyper-sensitive to the alphabet "S", "T" and the numbers "5", "0" & "1". To a certain extend, I think I'm quite sensitive to the alphabet "D" too.

3) I click on any link that has their names - whether or not I will read the article.

4) I feel like strangling anyone who speaks untrue facts about them. (I mean, I can take it if they say the boys are "plastic". It's the truth. I do not deny. But if one were to say the 5 are untalented, then they are gonna get it from me.)

5) I help promote our boys via twitterverse. (need I say more?) And if it fails, you have no idea how bad I'd feel.

6) I think of them at least 3 times a day. More on Monday. Because I hate Monday. So, spazzing on that 5 is the best remedy~

7) I dislike peas lesser these days. I HATED peas. But not so much now. Even thou I still refuse to have any peas landed in my mouth.

8) SS501 songs are always in my Ringtone album and iPod.

9) I do not download their songs. (Ok, I admit, the ones before my fandom started, I did. xD)

10) I go crazy learning that there's any event related to them that would be held here.

11) I can't sit still when experiencing (10).

12) I run round my room when experiencing (10), hence resulting in (11). Rofl.

13) I weep listening to "Wings of the World" and aches listening to "Wandukong".

14) I still do my fangirling despite I have 578,881,079 things to do. Like, now. (Reads: Got shitload of work to do but still I'm blogging because, I feel like doing it!)

15) I do incredible things for Jungmin. Things I've never done for a person. (At least that's what my peers felt. Seriously, they are beginning to demand I do the same type of creative for them. *dies*)

16) I smile during 5:01pm and 10:55pm everyday. (FYI, it's 5:01pm now at the time I'm typing this! ^_____^ )

17) I feel proud of them, all the time.

18) Standing on chairs in the airport just to catch a glimpse of them? Hah! Tell me more.

19) I can't sleep if I don't have a firm answer of whether the event ticket is proven bought and belongs to me.

20) 2 hours of wait? Chicken feet!

21) I get excited seeing horses.

22) Extremely sensitive to the words "Park", "Jung" & "Min".

23) I refuse to hang any handthebone accessories other than SS501's.

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There, the few TripleS syndrome I can think off hand, amidst my work. (I hope that answers the person's question. Sorry I can't remember your name!)

So what's yours?