Ending 2010 with Park Jung Min and some vids

Working. ½ day. Alright, not entirely working albeit physically here. Everyone's in the mood to ditch 2010 away and wave Hi to 2011.

So is Jinxed. I can't possibly be absent for any mischieves right? Hiak hiak hiak.

@Saz33na from twitter sent me this GIF file which got me squealing like mad.

Off note, when I was uploading this to photobucket (which I abandoned for the longest time), I realised I actually had 7 pages of SS501 related images. For the record, I upload images to Photobucket for the sake of blogging only..

Well, 7 pages is not alot actually. But it's quite a surprising amount for me. Afterall I do not deem myself as a fan of anyone for the past 25 years.


Ah, digress again. Here's some I got from facebook. Credit as tagged.

@lamerhui tagged me this in facebook. Smexy.

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Some flashbacks for 2010. Singapore was infested with kpop celebrities. Probably the peak of the hallyu wave. Definitely gonna tremored through 2011.

Thanks to the hallyu wave attacking Singapore, I got to see... CNBlue. The very cheeky Yonghwa with his member Jonghyun, Minhyuk and alas, my favourite Jungshin chingoo.

Then it was an insane amount of kpop celebrities visiting us. So much so I can't remember. Nor can I be bothered. xD

Till he came.

Very very very exciting experience because the whole world knows I'm into SS501. Period.

Then came the leader. Woah.

For some, it's easy to see the boys. For us, it was an exclusivity. For others, they are still waiting for their chance to see them.

I feel them. Really. Of wanting so much, so eager to meet the boys yet it never seemed too possible because of where they lived. Which is why I tried means and ways to share the experience with them be it fancam or live tweets.

May not be adequate, still I hope to do something for my friends living far away. Especially when I know we share the same interest.

Anyhoos, with much contemplation, I went to the airport to welcome....

Him.

Smacking clear fancam of mine. Tsk tsk tsk. I wish I did the same for DoubleHJ too.

Wonder who's next.

And so, here's me ending the year with this post. Happy 2011 lovelies!

of Cal, Jungmin and Blingz

Nothing new. Just that the boss is away, so I'm here to pen some stuffs down! Off note, I received a comment thanking me for sharing the lyrics from SS501's Rebirth album. I.e. New TripleS! ^^ Am happy the fandom is still increasing!

Huuuuge smooch for the new TS! Yay! Despite I myself is pretty new a fangirl too.

Anywayhoos, here's what I've been working on. Day and Night. Been dedicating at least an hour (otherwise, more) daily to do this. *admires my own art*

The completed Park!

Now I'm left with J,u,n,g,m,i,n to blingz. And the other letters. And the background. Lord, kill me. The crystals are soooo tiny I'd very much require a magnifying glass.

Then again, I feel like keeping the board for myself. Lol.

Teeheehee, saw this "86" grey hoodie on the rack and grabbed it without much hesitatation. 15 bucks. Cheap. Comfy somemore. Good for rainy days when you wanna snuggle and wrap yourself round inside your blanket.

Right. Ending this abruptly with a smoking hawt picture of Jungmin. Wooo I lurve, lurve, lurve, lurve him to bits bits bits bits bits.

Killer.

How TripleS am I?

Someone once asked me, "how TripleS are you?"

Interesting. I mean, how to justify how TripleS is a TripleS? By knowing every single songs from all their albums? By remembering the lyrics backward forth? By spending a bomb on their mechandise and events? Through the count of posters and CDs? All those play a part no doubt. Me? I feel, it's not quantifiable.

Well, for what I know, we all love....

Them!

(with my bias looking awesomely cute *kisses the monitor*)

So, how to justify that you are a true blue (or green?) TripleS?

There's no right or wrong answer. Everyone has got his or her different addiction and syndromes. Here's mine:

1) I start buying green. It was merely a year back when I irk the sight of green.

2) I'm hyper-sensitive to the alphabet "S", "T" and the numbers "5", "0" & "1". To a certain extend, I think I'm quite sensitive to the alphabet "D" too.

3) I click on any link that has their names - whether or not I will read the article.

4) I feel like strangling anyone who speaks untrue facts about them. (I mean, I can take it if they say the boys are "plastic". It's the truth. I do not deny. But if one were to say the 5 are untalented, then they are gonna get it from me.)

5) I help promote our boys via twitterverse. (need I say more?) And if it fails, you have no idea how bad I'd feel.

6) I think of them at least 3 times a day. More on Monday. Because I hate Monday. So, spazzing on that 5 is the best remedy~

7) I dislike peas lesser these days. I HATED peas. But not so much now. Even thou I still refuse to have any peas landed in my mouth.

8) SS501 songs are always in my Ringtone album and iPod.

9) I do not download their songs. (Ok, I admit, the ones before my fandom started, I did. xD)

10) I go crazy learning that there's any event related to them that would be held here.

11) I can't sit still when experiencing (10).

12) I run round my room when experiencing (10), hence resulting in (11). Rofl.

13) I weep listening to "Wings of the World" and aches listening to "Wandukong".

14) I still do my fangirling despite I have 578,881,079 things to do. Like, now. (Reads: Got shitload of work to do but still I'm blogging because, I feel like doing it!)

15) I do incredible things for Jungmin. Things I've never done for a person. (At least that's what my peers felt. Seriously, they are beginning to demand I do the same type of creative for them. *dies*)

16) I smile during 5:01pm and 10:55pm everyday. (FYI, it's 5:01pm now at the time I'm typing this! ^_____^ )

17) I feel proud of them, all the time.

18) Standing on chairs in the airport just to catch a glimpse of them? Hah! Tell me more.

19) I can't sleep if I don't have a firm answer of whether the event ticket is proven bought and belongs to me.

20) 2 hours of wait? Chicken feet!

21) I get excited seeing horses.

22) Extremely sensitive to the words "Park", "Jung" & "Min".

23) I refuse to hang any handthebone accessories other than SS501's.

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There, the few TripleS syndrome I can think off hand, amidst my work. (I hope that answers the person's question. Sorry I can't remember your name!)

So what's yours?

Welcome to Singapore, Kim Hyun Joong

As we all know, the impeccable Kim Hyun Joong will be reaching our sunny island later at 9pm. Not very excited I really don't why. Perhaps it's the fatigue I'm experiencing. Or the fear of crowds. Hyungjun one was okaaaay. I was expecting HJL one to be mad packed since he's generally more popular in the eyes of BOF fans or non-tripleS.

And I knock off at 7. =.=" Techinically, my knock off time is at 6.30pm but it's usually 7pm by the time I step out. Else it's later.

Brought my camera out today despite I'm more prepared that I won't be able to welcome our Kim Leadja, but still I'm having the hopes.

I'll be lugging my company's camera too. Secretly. Kekeke. Not a DSLR but it weighs almost like one. So it's a total of 2 cameras I'm gonna have with me for later and definitely, Friday.

Pray hard for me! I'll do live tweets if I pop by the airport. And of course, fancams. :)

Annyeong.

HyunJoong ah~~~!!

First and foremost, 5 loud cheers for The Face Shop Singapore for bringing our beloved Kim Hyun Joong to the sunny island, another 5 loud cheers for their very fast response. It was almost immediate where we got our questions answered:

But nay for the ripoff. Gees, I mean, $250 worth of TFS products just for the fansign? Insane that is.

Not that I don't want to see this gorgeous. In fact, I'm dying to see him. SS501. Here. In. Singapore. Who in the world will miss the chance to see our heartthrob right?

But it's just for fansign. Like what I told Hyesa, HJL's busy schedule doesn't seem to be able to fulfill our wish for interacting with him. So it's probably 10 sentence, HJL gets ready to sign whatever that TFS gives us, chop chop sign, kamsahamnida, saranghae and poof! Annyeong. 再见. See you again. *waves*

I won't mind spending if it's a fanmeet. Where we get to hear him sing couple of songs, then a little interview. That, $250 is perfectly alright. Come to think of it, I think I spent a good $300 odd for Hyung Jun baby's. And it oh-so worth it I'm telling you.

As much as I'd love to provide live tweets for the lovelies, alot of things vary. I'm waiting for more information to come out. If there's anything more to just sign, sign, go - I'm heading for it.

Else.. Imma hiding in the blanket and go anti-social for the next 1 week after Hyun Joong's arrival.

Loves from all over the world

The peers are definitely gonna think "wtf is this? Who are this girls? They even made a video for her?"

Only if they understand the real reason why I was so immensed with twitdom. It's not only about fangirling, but the friends you made throughout.

Even more important, it's the things they do to show that you meant something to them.

Well, what can I say? The mind went blank seeing this. I really wasn't expecting it. Yes yes yes, the tap was on for abit. I was touched. (who won't?) I'm not a person who likes surprises. Because I don't know how to react to it. Or rather, I don't like people seeing me weep.

Therefore I'll try means and ways to not let myself be caught in the act. I usually prempted surprises. Most of the time.

I didn't do alot. Really. All I did was to make things less dreadful for the days when they feel shitty. That's all.

Sure, I could have gone on a hiatus without alarming them, I wanted to go off quietly for I don't want people to think I'm seeking deliberate attention. But I wanna say a proper goodbye. Afterall, it's my friends we are talking about. So I started to log in lesser, reply lesser and hinted abit here and there..

Message from Nisa...
Message from Faith...
Message from Noy...
Message from Zoel...
Message from Menu...
Message from Hiromi...
Message from Nopi...
Message from Mai...
Message from Danika...

As well as the rest,

Your love seats well in my heart. :)

Seriously, when was this done ah??? How come I have no idea at all?! *ponders*

Thank you dani.. and the rest of you girls.

And Sazeena.. Read your DM. And since it's a DM, I thought it's better not to copy her entire message here.

Thank you for your heartfelt message! The things you said, trending sessions and me calming the situation, I guess that's was the only thing I could do for others. I can't contribute much actually..

No, I do not remember any angry Saz at all.. not even in the DMs. All I saw was a friend whom need a listening ear, someone who trust me, someone who is willing to share her fears with me.

A friend not only share one's joys and strengths. A friend welcomes your woes and weakness too. No? :)

I'm no one special. I'm just, me.

And I'm your friend.

Hiatus

So I bade goodbye to the girls. Those silly girls I doted like my younger sisters. :)

Their goodbyes and well-wishes sent warmth deep beneath.

Feels sorry without answering some of their questions, some, their bewilderness. Cuz if I were to answer each of their reponse, it would take forever and who knows, I might just change my mind and stay in twitter. Ummm.. That is not good.

Cath mentioned something like "so the rumour was true?" - Didn't know it'll turn out to be a rumour. Sounds... major. Lol.

Yes I'm still active in Facebook. Just not twitter. Not till that day comes.

Yes Menu I'm trying very hard to save up for Europe. The post-it promise I made to myself, must be fulfilled. Menu & Mai remains in "the girls I MUST meet" list.

Hiromi dear found a way to text me for free. Kudos. MUST meet her soon too.

Sorry Jane dear, I left without explaining. Sorry. DM me if you need me. :)

And yeah, for the antis, happy that I left? P.S. I didn't leave because of you all lah. Unfortunately.

Right. I actually have antis. Whoa. P.P.S. I have a fanclub. It's call "BBQ". The fan names are "kebabs". I named it myself. I got 4 members to date. Maybe 5. Idk. ROFLOL.

Like I said, I'll be hanging out here more often. To pen down all my thoughts and misses for whoever, whichever.

Lalalala

Abrupt end. Bye.

Trending tips!

So as most of the lovelies are aware, #501ysday will be my last till.. further notice? Lol. I've made a pact to myself. That is to arrange all 5 boys' birthday TT and I'm good.

I've done that.

In short, I won't be around for a bit.. And since I'm more known as someone in Twitter and arranging the TT sessions, amma imparting all I've learnt to you all. Let's all be a spammer! Kekeke.

Ok, back to basics!

1) Get the your timing correct. We live in different parts of the world, so time difference is definite. KST means Korea Standard Time.

2) Usual TT last for 2 hours. Officially. And our results will be finalised from that very minute. That's the fun part. (Trending is about reaching the top in a specific time given. Of course, if there are enough people to trend a topic for days, why not?

Just so happen the fandom I'm in, doesn't allows that. Hence I'm rather specific when it come to the session I arranged.) Anytime when the TT ended, sure, you may wish to trend further if you have more to spazz.

But in my experience, most of my spammers - stops soon after. Because we are usually preparing for the next TT session so we are saving our tweets! xD The newer tweeps will tend to trend after the session. The spammers, will rest.

We spam well. That I guarantee you.

3) Make sure you get the trending tags right. Simple mistake will get your tweets uncounted and hell yea, efforts wasted.

4) Get ready your drinks, tidbits. For you might not be able to have any break! In a good way, that is. Cuz you'll be having so much fun you won't wanna leave your computers. Your fingers might not even listen to you if you wanna stop.

5) Cut your fingernails. Hey, it's silly. But having nails while you type intensively is.. insane. Lol. Ok, that one is optional.

Now, comes the more technical tips. Alot of them are circulated. But I'm sure some of the rules were never known. Not unless you read Twitter's rules and regulations word by word.

(Hey, people don't term me the trending queen for nothing, ya know?)

6) Rule 1: 1 tag per tweet. Multiple tags will get your tweets uncounted.

e.g.:

I love #SS501 (counted)

I love #SS501 and #hyunsaengkyuminjun (risky)

I love #SS501 #SS501 #SS501 #SS501 (VERY risky. Pls don't do that or you might simply cause the tag to be classified as a spamming one)

Some said the tweets WILL NOT be counted. My take is, it might, it might not. But to play safe, I went ahead with my approval.

Reason being: Twitter might sense you as spamming if you tweet more than 1 tag. (Although we are, somehow. But we don't want twitter to know, do we? Cuz the consequences are... unbearable. Scroll down for more)

Say, there are REAL spammers that tweets as much as 5-6 tags in 1 tweet. This, Twitter will definitely take it as spamming. 2 tags, I'm not sure. Which is why you see me sometimes doing 2 tags together. :)

7) Rule 2: Minimal amount of Retweets. It used to be ok until Twitter changes its rules. Too many Retweets will be classified as spamming too. Unfortunately.

8) Rule 3: Using multiple accounts to tweet. Now, many of us are not strangers to this platform call "Tweetdeck". For spammers, it is almost a MUST to have multiple accounts.

And in order to contribute more tweets, we tweet using applications like Tweetdeck, which allows us to send tweets from all our accounts at a go.

e.g.:

violettacal: I love #SS501

ss501tags: I love #SS501

violettacal2: I love #SS501

All these, at 1 go. However, tweeting in format like this won't get you any further.

I realised alot of the newer tweeps are doing this - tweeting the same tweet with ALL accounts. Twitter will throw you out in no time. Probably if you do this format for... 20 times? Twitter will track you down and BAM! You bear the consequences. (I know some of you are wondering what are the consequences, patience dear. I'll touch on that soon)

9) Rule 4: Tweeting with no relevant context.

e.g.:

Jungmin is so handsome omg I love #SS501! (relevant)

korean pops are wonderful. I love #SS501! (relevant, to a certain extend)

My mum is asking me to do the chores. #SS501 (not relevant)

I'm working now. #SS501 (not relevant)

Again, Twitter will classify as you spamming because you are not tweeting to the trending topic.

10) Rule 5: Traces of publicising 3rd party sites. For instance, to a particular website of portal.

e.g.:

Omg check this picture of HJL! #ilovess501 http://www.insertwebsite.com/

Wow I love their blog! Full of SS501 stuffs #ilovess501 http://www.insertblogaddress.com/

I don't know what's the limit to this. Probably 50 times? To play safe, don't do it at all. :)

11) Rule 6: Tweet limit. Meaning you tweeted too much in a given period.

Take 1 hour as a benchmark. Some get their limits within 30 mins. Some 45, some an hour. It really depends on how many tweet you sent in, I reckon.

A quick math I did was: Approx 150 tweets in 1 hour. Any faster or more than that, your account gets blocked.

Which was why I desperately got more tweeps in to join us and subsequently advised us to tweet slowly, enjoy the process. Because the tweep-base is there.

(Too technical for you all I know. To keep it simple, GET MORE TWEEPS TO TREND AND YOU TREND SLOWLY. ^^)

There were more rules but I omitted it because I don't think it's relevant to the fandom trending. ^^ Things like excessive following and unfollowing etc. Irrelevant.

Here's the possible consequences:

a) Account gets block. Usually from 30mins to as long as 2 hours. Account will revived then.

This happens when: You tweet excessively in a given period of time. (Rule 6) Or what we usually term as "tweet limit".

b) Account gets suspended. From 24 hours to forever.

This happens when: You are suspected of spamming or publicising 3rd websites (all rules + especially Rule 5)

Consequences (a), still ok. Just that you don't get to use you main domain. The sub accounts comes in handy then.

Consequences (b), you won't even wanna go there. Period.

So here's all I can think of for the time being. It should be pretty updated.

Mostly importantly, enjoy each and every session as efforts are put in during the arrangement.

Make friends, like I've did for the past 1 year odd.

Say something that is in your mind. You never know if the boys will get to read your tweet. :)

I love you girls~!

Truly,

violettacal

Hello Vanity heals~

Hello world! I'm back to this space. Prolly gonna hanker around here more often these days.. ^^

Officially outta mid twenties. Tsk.

6 days passed. And I was officially off the "mid twenties" category. Say hello to the LATE 20s yo! Not that it bothers me anyway. I'm still behaving like a juvenile. ^^ (Random: Hey, it's 01/10/10 today. 10 is my lucky number~)

This girlfriend got me this thing that could put up to 6 x 34C bras. Stats disclosed! I'm only a 32B.

That'd mean I could put in 10 bras? 12? Maybe.

Ok, enough of the bras and stuffs. So this was the first birthday I had with the tweepeas. Knowing how horribly sweet they can get at times, I knew I was in for some tear jearking moments. Either they are really good at making people cry or I'm a tap. Or both.

Am grateful with every each and individual birthday wishes. Long or short, close or not, I'm awefully grateful. Least to say, I really tried my best to reply all msges be it in facebook, twitter, and sms. My fingers nearly went ICU from the intensive typings. Oh yeah, I'm boasting. Like it or not. I'm popular and well loved. Equal amount of haters too I guess. Lol.

Amidst the many lovelies, some did extra for me. Which was really heartwarming because I'm sure if they are here, they'll prolly be the ones that will throw be some surprise party. Sweet.

Introducing Menu ah. The nonsensical one. Kekeke. The one whom like "Calvin and Hobbes" too. I knew she's weird. Everyone that like Calvin and Hobbes have this weird sense of humor. One that I like. We never added each other in FB till god knows when. Not that we dislike each other, it turns out we behaved the same - we were too lazy to click on that "add as friend" button.

But the friendship remains. She's the type I can simply not chat with, but reading her tweets itself makes me laugh. She knows that. Menu's like.. a strapless bra. (Omo, why bra again?)

Strapless bra's.. cumbersome. I hate wearing it. You try not to have it on when you have the strapped ones. But you'll need strapless ones when you wear something nice. An off-shoulder, a toga, a tube. Strapless bras enhances your dresses. When you knew it's not there, you'll feel unsafe. Nothing could replace that. The moment you found your strapless bra, you'll go "damn, can I not wear it?" - and the vicious cycle remains. Menu's someone you won't realise her importance until she disappears. Like how Hyun Joong said he wants to be Hwangbo's oxygen. Yes, oxygen. :) But I like describing Menu ah as a bra. Period. xD

Menu she said she is keeping her wishes to me till it's 12am (25th) on her side. There was a time difference of.. 6 hours I think? And so I read. That was the time where Maisimus sent me her little token. Boy that made me weeped! And weeped! Annnnd weeped. Boooo!

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Here's from Menu. Sweet. Wicked too... =.="

(I knew she can never remain too sane)

There you go! It's officially your birthday also in Italy! \o/ SAENGIL CHUKA HAE, CAL EONNI! :-* (I know, it's Mai the one who calls you eonni, not me. But it's a special day. I'll be the troublesome Menu ah again tomorrow. XD)

"I'll be the troublesome Menu ah again tomorrow" - See? Toldja. Hmm.

This is my gift. I know you're superduper busy these days so you can read it whenever... you have time. It's long just like all my blog entries, therefore you're gonna need A LOT of time. XD

Oh, BEFORE YOU CLICK! Love Ya, Cal! ^^

I'm tellin you now because you may not believe it later. XD

No, jk. This entry's not that mean.

HAVE AN AWESOMELY AWESOME DAY...and week, month, year, decade, century, next life. \o/

I'm gonna say the nice things first and the Menuish things later.

So...Cal is precisely the third TripleS i met in my life. There was Tata, then Cath and then Cal.

She's like that childhood friend who's been there beside you through everything and anything. In everything i've done as a TripleS, Cal was there. From buying my 5 Men's 5 Years DVD to anticipating Human Theatre to sharing our love for Hyun Joong in We Got Married and celebrating Kyu's, Jung Min's, Leader's and Baby's birthdays, spazzing before and after SS501's comeback, biting our nails and virtually patting each other's back when their destiny wasn't clear.

Cal: Amma weeping again.

I said this on my birthday, too: i don't rate my TripleS sis. You don't rate family, right? But there's inevitably someone i've shared more things with. And Cal's the one i've shared THE MOST with.

So, Cal...I'm glad we met, i'm glad we are what we are and i hope you'll have a birthday as awesome as mine or more. I'll always pray for life to treat you kind. And if it won't, just call me and i'll kick life's ass.

*Menu ah, do i have to remind you your surname means life, therefore you are life?*

Omo...

*Yeah...*

How am i supposed to deal with myself, then?

*Well, i've been practising to deal with you. I can teach you.*

Oh...HEY!

*What?*

Who are you trying to trick? You're Young Saeng. Eternal Life. You're life, too!

*=.= Great, then if Cal has trouble with life, you and I will have an argument.*

As long as you don't let her kidnap you...

*I always came back in the end, didn't i?*

...Nevermind. Let me say the Menuish things now. Everytime you butt in, things get longer.

This is the real reason why i dedicated a blog entry to you. *runs*

Cal: Shit.

THE DARK SIDE, IT'S IN ALL OF US

CAL: Ok sorry, I officially declare I'm a Kim Hyung Jun bias.

MENU: OMG! CAL! I'M PROUD OF YOU!!! *_* *runs away in tears*

CAL: I knew Menu's gonna say something... =.= *whistles and walks away*

MENU: Sorry, it's just a dream coming true. XDD

CAL: Yea... xD Until JM comes to my country, I guess it's peace for now.

MENU: But even when that day comes i'll have the small comfort that for one second u moved to the dark side of Menuism. XDDD

CAL: *whistles and walks away like Hobbes* Baby lemme love ya love ya love ya

MENU: Well, then *runs after her like Calvin* XDDD Oh, &in case guilt gets overwhelming just ignore it. It'll pass. ^^ Even if you're the eonni here i have more experience than u in this field. \o/ Though i shouldn't boast.

CAL: So.. am I suppose to thank you for the advise? xD *stop pulling my sleeves* Ok ok I get you~ point noted menu ah!

MENU: Totally. It's useful to fight boredom. XDD Why focusing on just one dude if you can have them all? *throws confetti at herself*

CAL: I have no doubts bout that dongsaengie. I guess being fickle smtimes does help, huh?

MENU: Well...you just started. Switching groups is like pro level. You're still a beginner. XDDD Have a little patience.

MICHELLE: LOL!~ then me? I totally switched from Eng grps to Chi grps then now, Korean grps within.. 4yrs?

CAL: Sounds familiar...

MENU: I guess this makes u...uhm...what's between beginners&pro? XD 'Cause i switched from english to korean in 2 months AND ..from koreans to koreans and more koreans in the next 10 months. I think i'm worse. XDD

CAL: I'm so not gonna be a pro.

MENU: Well, then no prize for you. XD I'll still be happy 'cause u moved a first step though. XDD

MICHELLE: Intermediate?

MENU: Ok, cool. Then i'm the pro, you're the intermediate and Cal is the beginner w no ambitions to improve. XDD

CAL: i'll probably get killed by HJB and JM if I were to get any prize frm you pro menu..

MENU: Ani...Baby loves me. Jung Min ah...he may be a problem. So do me a favor&just skip the topic. XDD

CAL: Jungmin or HyungJun bias, I'm proud to be a TripleS. Just. Proud.

MENU: And here's when Cal is back to be the eonni. XD

The night this happened, you sensed i was going to blog our conversation. Well, take it as my birthday gift. \o/

And no, i'm not doing this to get revenge on you for taking Jung Min away from me, sending Saengie using the deflating mission as cover, kidnapping him on a daily basis and so on. XD

I'm just making your birthday unforgettable my own way.

ADMIT IT! You'd miss me if i disappeared for good. \o/

But seriously, I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH that a blog entry would never be enough.

THANKYU for bearing my nonsense for almost one year and for being my friend! My mind won't get better in the future so don't waste your birthday wish on me when you'll blow on the candles. But i still hope you'll want me around anyway. XD

BUON COMPLEANNO!!!!

[And if someone else is reading, don't get mad. I love you all to the max, but i'm sure you'll agree with me: Cal eonni is and will always be Cal eonni. \o/]

http://magicmanula.blogspot.com/2010/09/saengil-chuka-hamnida-cal.html

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And shortly, I received Maisimus's video. Followed by using a packet of tissue. And made her cried too. Lol. Eeish. Girls will be girls. So Menu ah is a strapless bra, then Mai is a... blusher. Makeup without a blusher makes you look pale. Few strokes of pink on the cheeks turns one from crude to cute!

However, over-doing it give you a negative effect. Maisimus's not one that you can be overboard with. She never lets you off. xD But without her, life's plain. When one looks unhealthy, blushers gives you the healthy look! When I'm down, Mai's there to give me a pad on the shoulder, nudging me to move on. Giving me the strength, telling me "everything's gonna be alright."

Blusher can be used in many ways. Giving you the different feelings everytime you experiment. Maisimus likes all sorts of fun. And she reverts the fun you threw her - with more fun. Lol.

So here's her:

5 MINUTES TO 12, IT'S STILL YOUR BDAY!!!!!! XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @violettacal, my darlingest, bestest most... glorious(?) Unnie! xD Hahaha, I hope you enjoy my little viddie for you! Aigoo, it's so short, but all I had time for!!!:3

Cal.. oh what to write here? Cal you are wonderful! A wonderful, caring and seriously underrated person! I mean, what have Shisus been thinking? You should be given anything you want, served on a silver platter! xD Be it MinWoo or JungMin or Hyung Jun or Leader or Kyu or -draws breath- or Saengie.. xD Do u get the picture? xD Aigoo, idek how I should express myself when it comes to you! But everything Menu-ah wrote on her blog made me nod and think "She's so right!!!" xD Cal, I can laugh, mess around, cry and love around you, it's like you're the angel from heaven sent to be there exactly when the twitter girls need you to! Sometimes, I wonder if even the SS boys deserve you!D: xD

Haha, anyway, I wish you nothing but happiness, whereever you go, whatever happens! And I hope I can join in to give you some, every once in a while!:3 Kekeke!

I'll stop my ramblings now, and get back to my other -MUST-BE-DONE-BY-TOMORROW- video! xD All u need to know is.. I love ya, sooo friggen much, and don't EVER think I won't care about something that's bothering u, cuz I WILL care and I'll kick whatever it is 501 miles away to the moon! xD

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Here's what I felt after seeing what M&Ms did..

On Saturday 25th September 2010, @violettacal said:

Gees.. the M&Ms;(@Menu_ah @Maisimus) are making me real emo suddenly.

Not that I'm not grateful to the rest of you, but this 2 girls.. are really.. eeish. Idk.. I'm refraining myself from reading every single word they wrote for me cuz I'm not prepared. Not yet. I don't even think I fit their descriptions sometimes, I'm just.. me. Normal. Me.

Emotional or rather.. I'm really thankful. Thankful that I get to meet girls that even bother to write such sweet stuffs for me. Obligated but they still made an effort. Even a simple well wish, touches me deep beneath.

I can never do that. The words remain deep in my heart but I nv did really tell them, or even the rest of the girls - how much I adore them. Truly. At times, I adore them more than my real friends.

I adore them for their nonsense. I adore them for sharing their ups and downs with me. I adore them, simply by calling me "unnie ah~".

Virtual or not, I feel.. it has been my pleasure meeting these girls. Meeting you. And you. And you too...

Love, Cal (unnie)

Now pass me tissue paper already!! My mucus all showing.

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To sum things up, I'm awfully glad I glad to meet the friends around me. My besties, my buddies, my loved ones, the usual tweepeas ^^, the tripleS of course! And you reading this. Even if I don't know you and you happen to read this, I pray that you get to meet nice people like them. XOXO.

Guess who's back? @violettacal is back!

I'm sure many twitter addict would have felt me. Those of you whom are very much reliant to a social portal and found out your account is suddenly suspended and the network are pretty much gone, I'm quite sure none of you will keep cool.

Yeah yeah, I've been whining about this the past 2 days.

But I'm not going to whine no more! Twitter reinstated my account! Guess the email I wrote did work afterall.

@iamsom realised my account was back and tweeted me. But alas, I was asleep.. (because I don't really wanna tweet, you see..)

And so I was swarmed with a handful of congrats. I bet they pefer me to appear as violettacal too. Hee.

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@iamsom @violettacal \(^^)/ u back!!

@cath_ts @iamsom where? I didn't see @violettacal She's back alr? o.O
hyunderella aww~ yeah! she`s back! (/^o^)/ RT @iamsom @violettacal \(^^)/ u back!!

@LeadtheWin @violettacal Welcome back! I never knew 2 months is so short lol~

@hyunderella @cath_ts @iamsom yeah! mansae! @violettacal is back! =) red carpet? keke...

@cath_ts @SS501tags cal, where are you??? @violettacal is back! Pali! You can going home now! xDDD LOL

@hyunderella @LeadtheWin lol! yeah! 2 mth is so short.. hehe @violettacal
cath_ts @hyunderella *give @violettacal 501 flower bucket* xDD LOL @iamsom

@hirominnie43 whoa! she's acc was back!? congrats!! RT @cath_ts: @SS501tags cal, where are you??? @violettacal is back! Pali! You can going home now!

@cath_ts @hirominnie43 yes! Thanks God! You can see @violettacal again soon! xDD LOL

@ZOELLEEEE yes yes omma your @violettacal account is back (!!!!!) @SS501tags RT @cath_ts

@LeadtheWin @hyunderella @violettacal Hours ago I wanted to ask twitter make a statement why they suspended ur acc. Now I must cancel it xD

@hyunderella @cath_ts okie dokie ^^ i`l cut all my mum`s flower for @violettacal welcoming ^^ LoL @iamsom

@iamsom @cath_ts: @hyunderella *give @violettacal 501 flower bucket* xDD LOL @iamsom // yey..mansae!!

@mjardz08 cool! i guess twitter can't live w/o unnie RT @cath_ts: @SS501tags cal, where are you??? @violettacal is back! Pali! You can going home now!

@hyunderella @LeadtheWin i want to go cruise around the sea to see which whale mess up with @violettacal but now its ok..lets giv the whale a chance..lol

@cath_ts @hyunderella omo~ what if she get mad because we took all her flowers for @violettacal ? xDD LOL @iamsom

@hyunderella @cath_ts haha! she won`t! i won`t tell her that us cut it.. lol.. @violettacal what flower? =p haha @iamsom

@fran_FTkiss501 yeah unnie's acc is back ^-^ @violettacal

@violettacal Omg my account is back! @violettacal is back!!!! Is @stalking_hj @ss501facts ok too?

@SS501tags @violettacal is back!!!!!!!!!!!!

@Ormyiets HOORAY welcome back @violettacal ! :D

@jacinthoriya @violettacal hello :D finally you're back. Welcome back!!

@yastyas1103 RT @Ormyiets: HOORAY welcome back @violettacal ! :D

@arviena @violettacal Omg what did u do to get it back?we're still suspended!*cry*

@anieandriyani @violettacal wellcome back, unnie ^^

@YuL_HJL10 @violettacal congrats onnie u account is back..kkk

@renes2khj @violettacal Omg...so good! What did you say????

@501pea_ @violettacal morning :)..welcome back!!

@wipa_TS @violettacal welcome back unnie...

@missjkhan @violettacal Welcome back cal!

@arviena @violettacal @renes2khj Allright! Ssfacts r still down tho T_T

@dubTripleSS13 hurray! Welcome back @violettacal unnie!

@innoy @violettacal gyaaaaaaaaa.. uniieee... u r back!!!

@ellenasss RT @dubTripleSS13: hurray! Welcome back @violettacal unnie!

@0131chaez congrats @violettacal unnie for getting your acc back! ^o^

@ss501facts2 Great news, one of d 'kidnapping' victims is released! Welcome back, @violettacal! Lets pray they release ssfacts n @stalking_hj a s a p.

@Ormyiets haha congrats unnie ;D RT @violettacal: THANKYU THANKYU!!!! Nv been so happy b4! RT @yastyas1103: RT @Ormyiets: HOORAY http://mtw.tl/lktitr

@che_KHJ @violettacal morning eonnie..congrats!!you got your account back.. ^^

@ZOELLEEEE @violettacal glad to see you back with your omma account! keke did you receive my sms early this morning? :'D

@violettacal First person to realise my acct was back -- RT @iamsom: @violettacal \(^^)/ u back!! -- thank you lor!!!!!!! I wanna kiss u!!!!!!!!!

@as26s @violettacal Atlast, Whoa, welcome back! =))

@Saz33na @violettacal welcome back nice to see u back

@501rainbow @violettacal welcome back unnie~~~ XD

@NonnaLonny @violettacal kyaa...welcome back unnie^^ so happy to see u again.. :D

@che_KHJ @violettacal and everyone is rejoicing that you got back your account finally.. @_@

@_22813 @violettacal YOU'RE BACKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@LileneL @violettacal ho ho ho ! welcome back !

@ininoy @violettacal nyahaha.. guess Twitter miss u after all..kkkk.. u can't lose a one crazy spammer like Cal unie deh? hahaha

@meeyzha @violettacal hai..!!! u r back !!! SSory for the late wish~ btw,, miSS ya so much..!!!

@dewi_uci Ur account's back :)) ‎​♡, but 2other not "@violettacal: Omg my account's back! @violettacal back!!!! Is @stalking_hj @ss501facts ok too?"

@babyput Unnieeee!!!haaa your tweeps back :DRT @violettacal: KST4pm to 530pm - will try to spam #CNBlue mini live concert as much as I can. Sta...

@quizzy501 @violettacal wow have fun there.. and weee.. twitter finally returned ur account!! welcome back!!!

@ZieHwaiting @violettacal xD You're account is back ^^

@faithxxHS @violettacal uhhmmm..i just realized that ur account is back unnie~! kewl!! thnx Shisus!!!!

@rachellermhjl16 @violettacal your back?! whaahahha

@deebhagalz @violettacal lol, you are back !! :D

@haneultriple501 @violettacal aigo, cal unnie you're back ! Great to know it :)

Thank you for the encouraging words when I was down. Means alot, you know? ^^

Did I missed out anyone? I hope not... By the way, CN Blue mini live concert was a blast. ^_-

Hyung Joong got 1st, we got suspended.

Royal highness is here to grumble.

So, Project Kisseu round 1 - was half successful. Hyun Joong dominated the throne but 장난스런 키스 was no where to be seen. Chances are twitter does not recognise hangul at all. Oh well, an experience learnt. You never try, you never know.

But that wasn't what the title tells you.




This, is what I'm saying.

The account got suspended. I was trending halfway when I sensed something was wrong. Thinking it should be the normal over capacity or tweet limit that shuts me off for maximum of 2 hours, boy I was wrong.

Twitter suspended my account.

I couldn't even continue trending. I had to find a solution to this. And till this very moment, the solution is nothing but to wait. And wait. AND wait.

Sorry I know I've been whining since the very 1st second I knew my parent account is dead. No matter how much I try to be cool about it, I ain't. Not that I can't tweet anymore, I have a sub account @SS501tags. And most of my lovelies are aware that I'm pretty much using that to tweet. Umm, ok. Not most. If I have a total of 900 followers (round down) with @violettacal and 200 with @ss501tags (round up), it'd mean 70% of my usual tweepbase, might not be aware of what's happening. Anyway, that's not the problem.

I'm just used to the momentum of the parent account. Afterall, I was known as violettacal, not ss501tags, not cal4cnblue and not calovescarrot.

Worse, I promised to do my very 1st live tweet for CNBlue. With the parent account. And then those that are unaware, would log in, and realise "hey how come the last time Cal tweeted was 2 days ago? That's unusual of her." - People whom will be realising that, I hope somehow they are resourceful enough to find out what happen. I can't possibly be whining 3 times a day, 7 days a week.

Moreover, I'm not the only one whom had the account suspended. Major accounts like @ss501facts and @stalking_hj wasn't spared either. Evil me, I was secretly gleeing knowing some share the same fate as me. xD ok, I should say, if it's me alone getting all the demerits, I'd really feel it's unfair.

But the lovelies are very supportive and helpful la.. bitching together with me against twitter, helping me spread the words that I am now in @SS501tags. Then I saw familiar names following the sub account I was elated because hey, at least I knew they saw the notice. Well they might have seen the notice and not follow my sub account. I'm ok with that. So long as you know, I haven't abandon twitdom, that's fine.. ^^

Meanwhile, I hope twitter gain some conscious and return me @violettacal. I love that account. @violettacal had been my nick for 6 years. It's a 2nd name to me for chrissake.

I'm seeing CNBlue tomorrow. I'm half demoralised because of what happened because a huge portion of tweeps are not being able to see what I'm going to share. Or maybe, I'll just dump all the infomation here and do a fan account. No tweeting.. I don't know. We'll see how.

Love,

@violettacal

@ss501tags

Fandoming.

You know, my peers are half-ignoring because of my obsession. Hell, I hardly get obsessed with anything. But if I do, I do it good.

The gatecrash whom's system really crashed, finally delivered my tickets. I can never feel at ease until I see the hard copy of my entry confirmation.

6 days later. Meanie's seeing her Yoooong, me, Jungshin ah~

Fortunately, the fanmeet starts pretty early. I get to be a fillial daughter and rush home to celebrate daddy's birthday. :)

This entry was supposed to be done yesterday, somewhat at 4am in the morning. Where I was fuming mad. With the ticketing system. OF HJB's fanmeet. In Singapore. The details provided were way ludicrous there was simply no way out for me.

Given me whom hates asking favour from people, went on but nothing available.

Worst I felt, was the organiser, Warner music. Whom we thought will be announcing the details, was not the one whom apparently released the ticketing information. So much for watching that damn space. What, if I were to stupidly wait for Warner's information, the tickets.. ok, or rather the good seats, would be long sold.

Well thankfully, @xiaochu1004 was kind enough to answer my query. No promises, but she will help to ask if she can get her contacts to help. That very action of hers was well enough to deem my utmost appreciation and salute. Not many souls here in Spore are kind enough to help you this way.

More unlikely when you hardly know each other.

Anyways, I owe her once. And let's hope she likes ice-cream..?

So, the deal was like this, she'll check and then get back to me today, no, yesterday. Since it's technically Sunday now.

I didn't actually bear any hope from her side. Afterall, it's a bonus if people help you. It's normal if they don't. So I'm prepared to call off the entire hoo-hah. Despite I've spent fair amount of trouble.

Then it was bridesmaid gown trying, alteration, makan, rush to Cyrene's house, do the scrapguestbook, dinner, discuss how to sabotage the groom and brother with my 748,754,09 ideas...

Nevertheless a corner of my heart simply isn't very happy lor. Am seriously contemplating if I should wake up before 2pm later to buy the ticket. It's just such a turnoff. Ok, not grieving over the fact I can't get the ticket. But frustrated on the amount of difficulty that was obstructing me to get it. (FYI, WMS has still yet make any announcement about HJB's ticketing where the fandom is literally in chaos over the tickets already. Brilliant)

Surprisingly, the sms buzzed at some 12.30am. Fwah, @xiaochu1004 took the effort to text me the updates! She could have chose not to text me. But she did, both twitter and mobile. Believe me, I pulled a tired face but I was overwhelmed. Informed me she managed to get 20 (very good) tickets and the details.

How happy can I get right?

Answer: Very happy.

Maybe the $0.50 I donated to the deaf society worked today.

Make me tio 4D later I'll buy the tickets for the lovelies, whom I know they badly wanted to attend but were either financially constrained or affected by the payment channel.

Project Kisseu

장난스런 키스 = Jangnanseureon kiseu ^^

Trending or not, I'm duper excited for the Jangkisseu considering I'm such a fan for ISWAK. ^^

See to the And to the CN Blue~ Kim to the Hyung to the Kim Hyung Jun~

See to the And to the CN Blue~

Alright. A quick update.

You know, I've got my tickets for CN Blue. (Ohmyjungshin~~~!!) Still grieving over the fact I can't get the cat 2 ones. Which was why I settled for cat 3. Response was way overwhelming than I've expected the cat 1 and 2 were sold out even before I could blink my eyes.

Anyway, so I purchased the tickets. And opt for registered mail because the pickup location for gatecrash dot com was way out of the place so heck, $3 more to make my life easier.

Called them up couple of days later after my confirmation. I was expecting the mail to reach my place within 48 hours. Like hello, this is Singapore. A registered mail don't take so long to reach me wad..

He told me it takes them about 5 to 7 days. Nasty as I could be, I could have jolly well played with his words. Instead I repeated, you mean 5 to 7 working days? (The customer service fella was nice, so cut them some slack la..) Ok, done deal. I accepted his explaination.

BUT, he said some of the cat 1 and 2 tickets were duplicated due to the system breakdown hence their's was somehow affected. Mine wasn't. Thankfully.

And so, if they were to delay the delivery, I'll jolly well jump at them. If mine was affected, then I should not see any delay in my supposedtoreachmeearlyearly tickets.

Gimme my CN Blue tickets already!

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Kim to the Hyung to the Kim Hyung Jun~

The Malaysians are in luck! They get to see HJB. Details as follow:

KIM HYUNG JUN PRIVATE FAN MEETING in Malaysia
Date: 28 August 2010, Saturday
Time: 2.30pm - 5.00pm
Venue: Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre, Plenary Hall
Official Poster: Coming Soon

VIP Plus Package (Numbered Seating) – RM400
Entrance Ticket
Poster Signing Session (Hand sign on stage)
Group photo with Hyung Jun (20 people per group)
Chance to interact with Hyung Jun on stage (Pick by seat number)
VIP Package (Numbered Seating) – RM350
Entrance Ticket
Poster Signing Session (Hand sign on stage)
Chance to interact with Hyung Jun on stage (Pick by seat number)

ACE Package (Free Seating) – RM220
Entrance Ticket
Get poster on stage from Hyung Jun [Printed Signature] (Handshake allowed)
Special Gifts for 2 lucky fans
Lucky Gifts for 10 lucky fans

TOP Package (Free Seating) – RM130
Entrance Ticket
Event Poster [Printed Signature]

Cr: @jacinthoriya via twitter; http://tl.gd/2uh564


For RM130 we get to see, maybe the hand or the tip of HJB's head.

EVERYONE'S HEADING FOR THE VIP ONES LAH OF COURSE! And so by the time @jacinthoriya tipped me the infomation, the VIP seats are long gone..

Or rather, left 10. Opened for public sale that is.

Madness much.

And so it's quite likely this pretty boy will head down to our sunny island to visit us but I guess WMS team are busy with.. the National day? Or maybe the YOG.

They haven't release any news.

Okok enough of the sacarsm. Ahjumma is just being dorgy here because I'm getting a little tensed up with the announcement and worse, the ticketing method. I am so getting the most expensive one to see this boy. But it turns out that you might not even get the ticket albeit you are prepared to pay.

Oh boy.

Oh boy I'm nuts.

Of Jungmin's message left on 3/7/10, Of DSP's announcement 3/7/10

Before we continue, this was what I read on KST6.20pm. The time Minnie wrote this "peas" (piece) was at somewhat KST2.00pm.

So even before I'm requested yet again to share my thoughts, I thought I'd better draft this first before everything turns chaotic and the poor girls come wailing to me "unnie, what happened???" , "unnie, what does he mean??? "

(fantastic, just when I'm typing this, another piece of news came up. Saw the update in my twitter)

So, here are the news / rumours / updates I've read:

Credits: Liezle's blog
Pls re-post with proper credits.

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Credits : SS501.dspenter.com + (English Translation) xiaochu @ Quainte501.com
REPOST WITH FULL CREDITS ONLY

Hello? This is SS501’s JungMin.
Always wanted to say something, but I wrote the message and erased it, wrote and erased..
Finally dragged till today!!
With the situation now, I thought about..if my message were to hurt the other members, what should I do,
In any case, I thought that saying this would be good, so I wrote this message today.

First of all!!
The activities for this album of SS501 ended after Taiwan’s Golden Melody Awards.
Really a lot of people came.
In Taiwan, HongKong, Japan~, and even China too~~ Our Triple S!!
I thought.. it is really great if all 5 of us could perform together.
Thank you for coming and supporting us~!
(Firstly, I wanted to say a word of thanks.)

Let me start with the conclusion first,
As SS501, the contracts for all members
Even though it is true that there were offers made from our current company and from other large management companies in Korea,
All of them fell through.

And at the moment I have not signed contract with anyone yet,
Even though I received offers from various companies, I have not replied yet.
I said…I will reply after I discussed with our members. Currently, I have not given a reply yet.

If we were to sign a contract, we will let everyone know officially.
(DSP will be managing us until we sign a contract...!)

Hmm... We had discussion meetings before we ended our activities for this time,
Each and every member had a face to face talk with Madam (Teacher’s wife? not too sure who he's referring to).
Though we should share more conversations among 5 of us..!
Prepared sufficiently and going to do it.
The question on our future, even though I am certain that it has no doubt became a personal question,
Before that, in order for SS501 to continue its activities, SS501’s album and concert, etc...
I am saying about the activities.
Project-based singer is NO THANK YOU..!!

Yet
Even though I have a lot more to write... I will just write this much first.
Actually, I was sleeping late but woke up startled... TT TT
I called the members in case they were shocked too, but the phone didn’t get through~~!
Well in any case, let’s continue with the discussion meeting~~ Let’s meet~~ With this going,
Because there will be sad news.. in such an already bad time.. I am full of sorry.. TT TT

Ah! And also, I will continue to come over to the homepage in the future too,
Will be able to continue to see me here ^^
I will leave message often..!!

So JM doesnt want a project group?
How would SS501 move from here?! TT_TT
But good news here is that they havent decided anything yet..
I hope there will be good news..but what's the 'sad news' he's referring to? maybe rumors?


Original Hangul Message

정민입니다..^^ 2010-07-03 오후 1:51:49

안녕하세요? SS501 정민입니다.
자주 인사드리려고 했는데, 글을 쓰다 지우다 쓰다 지우다...
결국 오늘 까지 와버렸네요!!
지금 상황에 괜히 나의 글이 멤버들에게 해가 되면 어쩌나..하고 있었는데,
아무래도 이야기를 하는게 좋을 것 같아서 오늘은 글을 씁니다.


일단!!
SS501의 이번 앨범 활동은 대만의 금곡상 이후로 마무리되었습니다.
정말 많은 분들이 와주셨어요.
대만에서도, 홍콩에서도, 일본에서도~,또 중국에서도~~우리 트리플에스!!
다섯명이 무대했으면 정말 좋았을텐데..라고 생각했습니다.
와주시고 응원해주셔서 감사했어요~!
(먼저, 감사하다는 말 하고 싶었어요.)


결론부터 말씀드리자면,
SS501로서 멤버 전원의 계약은

지금의 회사는 물론, 국내외의 대형기회사에서 제안이 있었던 것은 사실이지만,
모두 불발되었습니다.


그리고 저는 아직까지 아무 곳과 계약을 맺지 않고 있는 상태이며,
여러 곳에서 제안이있었지만 아직 대답하지 않았습니다.
멤버들과 상의후 대답하겠다...라고 까지 대답해 놓은 상태입니다.



계약을 맺는다면 여러분들께 정식으로 알려드리겠습니다.
(계약을 맺기전까지는 DSP에서 모든 관리를 해주고 있습니다..!)



음...이번 활동을 마무리하기전 회의들도 있었고,
각 멤버별, 사모님과의 면담 역시 있었습니다.
5명이 좀 더 많은 이야기를 나누어야겠지만..!
충분히 가능하며 해야하게하는 것.
거취문제는 물론 이제는 개인적인 문제임이 되어버린 것이 틀림없지만,
그에 앞서 SS501의 지속적인 활동을 위해서 SS501로서의 앨범과 콘서트등...의

활동에 대한 이야기.
이벤트성 가수는 노땡큐니까..!!



아직
더 쓸 글들이 많지만...일단 접어두겠습니다.


실은 늦잠자다가 깜짝놀라 깬거라...ㅠㅠ
멤버들 놀랬을까 전화해봤더니 전화가 안되네요~~!
안그래도 계속 회의하자~~만나자~~이랬는데,
슬픈소식들도있고해서..가뜩이나 이럴 때에..미안한 마음 가득입니다..ㅠㅠ




아! 그리고 앞으로도 홈페이지는 계속 열려있는다고 하니,
여기서 계속 볼 수 있을꺼예요^^
글 자주 올리고 하겠습니다..!!

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(Another translation I saw from the comments section, which I thought was slightly better)

Anonymous said...
Here's the translatiob i found on soompi...not sure how accurate, but i hope it helps :)
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Translation of Jeongmin's message on DSP

Credits: DSP homepage + (Chinese translation) LOVE小马马@NO.43Park + (English translation) SS5014ever @ Superstar Subbing

I'm Jeongmin.. ^^ 2010-07-03 1:51:49 PM

Hi? I'm SS501's Jeongmin.
I've always wanted to greet everyone, I wrote the message and erased it, wrote it and erased it...
in the end, it dragged on till today!!
I thought, with the situation now, what if my message hurt the members...
but no matter what, this is something good so I wrote the message today.

First!!
SS501's activities for this album has ended after Taiwan's Golden Melody Awards.
A lot of people came.
From Taiwan, Hong Kong, Japan~ and China~~ our TripleS!!
I thought...It'll be really good if all 5 of us could be on stage together.
Thank you for coming and showing support~!
(First I would like to say thanks)

Starting from the conclusion,
As SS501, all the members' contracts,

even though it's true that there have been discussions with big companies within and outside of Korea,
it all ended with no conclusion.

Also, up till now, I've not signed a contract anywhere,
many companies have made me an offer but I've not replied them.
I'll answer after discussions with the members..so now the situation is a situation with no decision.

When our contract is confirmed we'll officially let everyone know.
(Before that, DSP will be in charge of all our matters..!)

Erm...there's been a few meetings before our activities this time ended,
All the members have met and discussed with our mentor.
Sufficient preparation has been made.
Although it's true that the question of staying or leaving has now become a personal one,
but before this, talks about continuing SS501 activities, SS501's album and concerts...

Singers for events, no thank you..!!

Even now
Even though there's many more that I would like to write..I'll write this much for now.

Actually, I was shocked just as I was napping... TT TT
I called the members because I was afraid they'd be shocked too, but they didn't pick up~~!
If so, continue meeting~~ during meetings~~this will do,
Such saddening news...during such tiring times...I feel so sorry.. TT TT

Ah! And, in future, the home page will continue to be open,
will be able to see (messages) here ^^
I'll come to leave messages often..!!

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Here's one via dkpopnews

There has been rumors that SS501 member Park Jung Min has signed an exclusive contract with an oversea's agency, but Park Jung Min explains that "I have not entered a contract to be in that state".

Park Jung Min on the 3rd of July at 1:51 pm KST on the official website of SS501 explaining the rumor of him signing an exclusive contract with Sony Music Taiwan, "I have received many offers from different agencies, But I still have not answered" he explained further, "Us members are still going to consult with each other until we make a decision"

Following this, Park Jung Min said, "I will formally notify you what my standing is".

He also said, "As a member of SS501 I am still under DSP Entertainment as well as my activities abroad. It is true that all these rumors are not true".

Meanwhile, Kim Hyun Joong has moved to KeyEast Entertainment.

Source: SPN
Credits: Blueprincess824 @ Dailykpopnews

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Ok... *exhales* Let's us digest this portion first, before we move on to DSP's announcement.

1. SS501 SS4 has not sign any contract with any big companies within or outside korea despite there were discussions. There is no conclusion.

2. I think "madam" / mentor refers to their music teacher. That lady whom taught them their vocals and made them ran in the stadium, remember? Anyway, this is what I guess lah..

3. "Project-based singer is NO THANK YOU..!!" - I saw someone commented that if this means JM doesn't want a group activity. My definition of "project" is something short-term.

My take is, he's referring to "I don't want a project basis" - which KeyEast or DSP or other agencies might be proposing? An album, 1 collaboration. Again this is MY speculation.

Moving on, I think he means "I want a permanent activity for 5 of us". ^^

That is why he said they just need to keep on discussing. You get where I'm coming from my dear?

4. "I was shocked just as I was napping... I called the members because I was afraid they'd be shocked too, but they didn't pick up~~! If so, continue meeting~~ during meetings~~this will do. Such saddening news...during such tiring times...I feel so sorry.. TT TT " - this one leads us to the next post I've saw:

Again, via Liezle's blog

Please re-post with full credits.

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07/03 [news] SS501 Park JungMin “Is in discussion with Sony Taiwan, but has not signed contract yet”

Credits : SS501.dspenter.com + (English Translation) xiaochu @ Quainte501.com

REPOST WITH FULL CREDITS ONLY

“Priority is agreement with the members.. Mutal agreement on SS501 activities”

With regards to news reports on SS501 member Park JungMin signed a contract with Sony Music Taiwan, Park JungMin’s representative said “This is not true.”

Park JungMin’s representative said to Nocutnews on 3-Jul through a telephone interview “The news report today on Park JungMin’s future (contract) is untrue. Even though it is true that they have some discussions about contracts with Sony Music Taiwan, but they have not officially signed on any contracts yet.”

The representative continued “Before signing the contract, the very first question is member’s agreement. The members have not been having sufficient conversations, especially for the case of HyungJun, who is very stressed because his very close friend Mr Park Yong Ha’s death. Question on Park JungMin’s future is also the question for the whole of SS501, therefore they must have ample discussions before they come into conclusion.”

He added “They must come into a conclusion on SS501’s continuality of activities such as album, concerts, etc before they consider the contracts. After they solve the problems such as those mentioned just now, they will then sign the contracts, and after they signed a contract, they will announce it officially.”

SS501’s contract has expired in early June with their current management company DSP Media. Leader Kim HyunJoong signed a contract with Bae YongJun’s company Key East, while the remaining members Park JungMin, Heo YoungSaeng, Kim KyuJong and Kim HyungJun have not decided on their future contract yet.

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The above was what I'm betting why Jungmin said it was a shocking news, because again, there had been rumours saying that he signed with Sony.

Therefore Jungmin felt upset he worried us, especially in such downtime.

Alright, so let's have a quick re-cap of what's going on.

1) HJL is a confirmed artist of KeyEast

2) KeyEast is supportive of SS501 - I'm sorry but I have to say this, KeyEast being supportive to SS501 does not accentuate to KeyEast signing the entire group over. However, I'm sure KeyEast is probable to the idea of doing an album or collaboration with the other 4.

That is why Jungmin say he doesn't wants to be a project based singer? ^^

3) MinJun has re-contracted with DSP - myth busted.

4) DSP does not want Kyu, HJL "sacrificed himself" - since this comes under the same piece of article as point (3), I'm happier believing that this is a myth rather than it's true. So yeah..

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Lastly, I'm gonna say, from all these, at least we know no one from SS501 wants a disbandment. So may I dig up the past to remind and educate you again - do you think the words hurled at HJL is valid now? Now you see how silly you were saying those nasty things to him?

And IF HJL did want to leave the group, do you think the very egoisitic JM will fight so hard to keep them together? Next time, do think twice before you jump into any conclusion. Be it here or in your life..

Love,
Me.

Rumour of the day

Pls seek for permission should you need to extract any of my point of views. Thank you.

Even though this was not much of a major issue to most of us, but since I've received request to voice out, I'm doing so.

This was the "hot issue" for today. (*sings* nega issue issue issue issue, hot issue~)

Again, it was spread in the morning. Via Facebook. Despite how hard we tried to keep mum about it down in twitdom to not traumatise the rest, well I guess rumours are meant to be spread afterall...

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reposted from HK TS’ blog

Words that Mal had Personally Told TWTS
2010.06.29 23:04
Mal and Baby had first signed with DSP.
It was only at the 5th anniversary
that the five learnt that DSP didn’t want to sign Kyu.
There’s no way SS501 could continue.
Hyun Joong requested that DSP sign with Kyu first before his signing the contract.
DSP refused.
Hyun Joong recommended that Kyu goes to YG.
……
So turned out everyone had to sign with different companies
and come next year,
the various companies to collaborate for them to release an album.
YS and Kyu are currently in Japan.
YS is negotiating the OST of some drama,
Kyu is in discussion with YG.
Mal had said this (same thing) to TS on the plane three times
that the five of them will release an album next year,
The reason why Hyun Joong signs with another company…
IS TO PROTECT THE OTHER FOUR, TO PROTECT SS501, AND TO PROTECT THE FANS.
Coz DSP refused to sign with Kyu…
so Hyun Joong’s helping Kyu to sign with YG,
and Hyun Joong wanted DSP to sign with Kyu by threatening to sign with another agency.
Mal and Baby had initially thought everyone would be renewing their contracts,
so they had gone on ahead and signed first.
Mal further said…. they would be separated for this year…
but next year, they will continue to work together through different companies
YS also said something like that….
that the five of them will continue on like this year after year…
the interpretation is that they would be working together again next year.
Coz so long as they’re missing just one member, that signifies the splitting up of SS501…
so Hyun Joong surfaced first to face everything
(blogger’s personal notes… omitted)

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I thought the above post was good to help those numbskulls stop bashing HJL. IF this news was true, don't you think HJL is an angel? And aren't you feeling guilty hurling those nasty words at him yesterday? I hope you did some soul searching.

However I did not think it was a wise idea to alert the others. For that would probably divert the attention to Kyu and DSP. Sure, pin-pointing at DSP doesn't harm us. But don't you feel enough is enough? I really pity us. I know we are very emotionally tired already.. so pls, be calm my darlings..

Ytd was HJL, today is DSP, tmr.. idk, newspaper. Aren't you tired already? I mean, if there's so much time for us to keep chasing and be led by such non-affirmative information, I'd seriously rather I spend my time re-watching Idol world or BOF for another 50 times...

Ok now put that aside.

There is no evidence that this is true.

Like I said, there were some loopholes.

(1) DSP does not want to re-contract with Kyu? They are plain stchupid if that's the case. What makes you think KyuJong is not desirable in any way? Other agencies are probably fighting over Kyu until their heads bleed, if I must say...

(2) Jungmin telling the fans such top secret? Geezus our Jungmin is a no-brainer to tell them such sensitive issue? 3 times somemore. Lol. Make it 10 next time... :)

(3) And YS saying the same thing as well? Idk but I do not think our 5 boys are so oblivious to the industry to not know what to say, what not to say.. :)

This was what I tweeted earlier when I sensed the chaos in twitdom:

Fan accounts can be real. But it can come from antis too. Antis not necessary have to make the story sound nasty. But they can make it appear in the way that the fandom starts splitting up.

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Dedicated to LileneL (whom I wish could find her way back to happiness...)

Dedicated to the rest of my lovelies whom I adore

*Disclaimer: What you are about to read comes from my own point of view. It is not based on any concrete information. There is no obligation to adhere what I've said.

**Note: Strictly not to be re-posted. Pls ask for permission should you need to re-post or extract any of my point of view written below. I have my reasons for being so strict, please pardon me.

***Comments are on moderation, so if you wanna try spamming or spreading something negative here, no need to waste time eh? ^^v

For so many months, I kept this place dormant. Little did I know I'll update this space for such reason.

Alright, still I must say, thanks for listening to my ramblings. Even better, thanks for trusting me and allow me to guide you all along..

I understand we are all worried. That is totally acceptable. But the thing I'm very upset about is seeing us attacking one another...

I'm sure you all know what happened. So I'm not gonna elaborate that.

Some of you have been asking me questions.. Mostly the same ones. ^^

So here is the Q&A.

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Q: Why did Kim Hyun Joong chose to leave DSP and SS501?

A: I believe he must have had a proper thought and discussion with the company and his fellow members. There is no way he made the decision by himself.

The offer from KeyEast might be highly promising such that the HJL that we knew, one whom is very focused and clear of what he wants in life, to see the need to discuss the issue. Afterall his contract's expiry date is near.

My question to you is: Can you fault him for that? If today, you are very sure of what you want and your parent stop you from doing that because they feel this this this, that that that, how would you feel?

For those of you who are reading this, if you have trashed him in any ways.. sorry but I have to say, shame on you..

I know we are all worried. But don't you think the boys are old enough to make decision? Or, they must rely on you and me, to make decision for their careers and their life..? You girls are smart. You know what I mean. ^^

I did some flashbacks, the boys doesn't seems too stressed or emotional. I'm sure they are the first few to know HJL's departure. Don't you think HJL had a good discussion with his brothers such that they all agree it's for the better?

Think of it this way: HJL might feel reluctant to leave, but because the rest thought it was an awesome idea such that they encouraged him to pursue? (my speculation, really.)

One day if all your friends and family encouraged you to do something where you know you couldn't bear to initially, and then you get scolded by your.. boyfriend/girlfriend - how would you feel? Think. :)

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Q: What is your opinion of him going to KeyEast?

A: Lemme ask you a question. :) Your best friend has to leave you for another country to pursue his/her dreams - what will you do?

Whine and keep her by your side? Or you let her soar high and fulfil her dreams you know she will be blissful?

Love is not about keeping someone by your side. Love is when you learn how to let go..

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Q: What can I do now...?

A: Again, can we do anything? There's pretty much nothing we can do. And the last thing you wanna do is to go round jumping into conclusion and bashing how mean HJL is. So, what if HJL remains in SS501? Let me tell you something, for those of you who ranted about HJL this and that.. next time please don't disgrace me and tell people you are a tripleS and you know me.. Lol. I'm serious. I'm nice generally, but I guess I'm plain nasty if people just go crazy for the sake of going crazy. Arraso? ^^

So if you ask me, I'd say - you can choose to not do anything. But if you want to do anything, that is, to be brave. Or even better, help others to be brave.

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Q: Is it confirmed that SS4 renewed their contract with DSP?

A: Like you, I rely on major websites and blogs for my daily treats of SS501. I have not seen anything that says "News has confirmed that SS4 renewed their contract with DSP".. So I really don't know.

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Q: Will they still work together?

A: Again, I don't know. Meanwhile, please try to remember what HJL said during the X-concert. And what HJB said. Now it all makes sense. They were trying to pre-amp us. They were trying to protect us by hinting so that we don't get so affected that much.

Althou' it's almost impossible for us to be the least affected. That part, I understand. But discriminating HJL because of things not even finalised? Over things we call "rumours"? I don't wanna say so much. Cuz I will be at my most sarcastic which I don't want to. :)

Go dig out the video if you forgot. Go... :)

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**edited to add**

Q: If the boys really go on their separate ways, would they still be named SS501?

A: I'm guessing. Since DSP reserves the rights for the name "SS501", it really depends on DSP. IF they get to colloborate with HJL afterall, my bet is the name remains. But if they are going to recruit a new member or simply retain the group as 4 members, DSP will probably change the name. :)

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Q: If HJL goes to KeyEast, does that mean he will act only?

A: I've read that KeyEast has a singer. So HJL might be the 2nd singer, the first actor cum singer? ^^

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Here's all I'm suppose to answer. Will edit to add if there's more request. ^^